ok, sch has started and seriously i'm still in the holiday mood.i really dun have the feeling tt sch has started.is it bcoz i've been seeing bl they all too often for the whole holiday which makes seeing them again like as if its part of the holiday.(i have no idea wat i am toking oso) 1st lesson of yr 2 and i have already skipped it to go watch movie. as for the 2nd lesson, i onli went in for half an hr and i'm outside having coffee with bl and jeff. so much for coming back to sch for lesson

i am starting to hate the internet system for handing in cpf request. y is it tt the account is locked all the time. and the deadline is like juz 4 days away and i have yet to settle everything. wat if things dun go well... so many things and so little time. i really need to start to set my things rite.

sometimes i wonder, am i really as gd as wat others think i am? strange enuff tt i am actually thinking of my own actions. all due to a friend who told me this " accept wat u cant change and change wat u cant accept" i start to think if i need to change anything bout me. and i realised a few, bad temper, lazy, nv really do wat i say, juz to name a few. so, do i even have the courage to anknowledge these and make an effort to change? seriously, i doubt tt i could do it. not tt i dun wan to but i have a feeling tt all effort will be wasted due to my laziness.

i even realised tt i am not 1 tt is suitable to be keeping a blog, firstly, i dun have the habit to be updating all the things tt has gone by, i feel its like a show put forward for others to see and to show how "well" and "colourful" ur life has been. secondly, i'm not gd with words, as a result, i cannot express myself well hence will give up soon after a while. i think i juz realised another bad point of me, tend to give up easily. haha.

sometimes i try to think wat is ahead of me in life, i really cannot see anything at all. all these while i have been juz taking a step at a time. i really has no plan for the future. call me happy-go-lucky, tt is a nicer way of putting it ba.