updates

so long nv update liao, so think it shld be a gd time to do so since i juz finished 2 quiz today. well, 1st, went to DXO for hall bash on friday. did enjoy myself there. so different from the 1st time i went to the hall bash. still rmb the 1st time went with ht coz the person came to our room to sell the tix, so we juz bought. then went there for a while n saw a few of my old classmate. onli to realised tt ht was missing. those tt know him wuld have guessed tt he was on his way back w/o telling me. lucky when i called him, he was reaching MRT onli. haha. but then again, the thing then was quite sian coz maybe we 2 do not know any1 else. so after the pageant we went back to hall liao. on the way back we even bought wine back to have our own little drinking session. haha.

this yr at least i went with my HAVOC com ppl so stayed there until bout 11 to catch train back. had a few drinks there n some small toks. ppl tried to get others to dance after the pageant which failed. but overall it was fun to be in the club with ppl who u know.

CCA wk was like over for almost 2 wks liao, so is it like very late for me to be toking bout it? haha. but still i will. haha. set up a booth trying to get more ppl to play softball. which i think was a gd thing we did as we had a few players tt has played b4. so its like hope we will achieve a better result n they will stay in the team. then saw firdaus in sch n had a small catch-up session, n sadly to heard tt his elder brother passed away in an accident. where a driver who was speeding hit rite into the taxi tt his brother was driving. n the driver is like onli 20yrs old.

hearing this it makes me really think hard. ppl will die n u will nv know when. so dun take ppl ard for granted as well as to dun live to regret ur life. life is short.
n the driver is onli 20. so i believe he juz got his driving license not long ago. there is onli 1 word i can use to describe ppl like him, foolish. wat is he trying to prove when he was speeding? especially at 2am in orchard? for ppl out there who juz got their license n are thinking of trying the "coolness" of speeding n those who keep saying tt they drive like 160km/h on the road n stuff like tt,pls think of ur own actions b4 doing anything. it will be late to think bout it when things happened. even season driver could commit mistake, wat makes u think u are so special? even Michael Schumacher knock into ppl when he is on the road driving his own car. so do think.

work and sick...

went to work today. had a personal best sales ever. 29 boxes!!!! haha. quite lucky at amara, i confirmed 1 thing, i am really auntie killer, all those who bought from me are middle-aged ladies. maybe i too gd boy image liao, so they cannot resist me. haha.

really a huge sense of achievment from getting so many sales with juz 1 person working there.

once again i am sick. dunno y is it so but it seems like it is getting from bad to worst. sian... i hate falling sick.

falling sick really sucks big time!!!!!

baby gal!!

was out at hougang today, beside mental hospital. there to visit mdm yew. haha. dun get me wrong, she does not stay at mental hospital but opposite it. haha. there to see the baby gal tt she gave birth 5 months back. she's so CUTE!!!! then saw mdm yew's husband for the 1st time. her house to WOW. haha. shall upload the photo if i ever get the photo from mdm yew. haha. next up, mdm koh's house.

is it tt the older we get, the harder it is for us to express ourselves freely and keep everything inside us? it is onli when we are too drunk to rise up the def line again then we start to pour everything out to whoever is in front of us?

y is it tt ppl wants to juz keep things to themselves hence making the life harder when it is already hard enuff?

seriously i'm rather afraid of ending up like my grandma. not to say tt her life is bad, but then i juz afraid of ending up being alone. to be frank, i'm not a person tt cant live alone, but then again, in my older yrs tt will tend to change ba. who in this world dun wan to find a soul mate tt could spend the whole life together? when will i be able to find mine?

is wine a solution to kill time and to make 1 forget bout the fact tt they are lonely? its fine for youngster but for elderly, its nothing but juz another hazard as they could juz fall. wat am i suppose to do when this thing happens? wat if i'm not at hm or i didn't managed to wake up? somethings are better left not wondering.

ok, sch has started and seriously i'm still in the holiday mood.i really dun have the feeling tt sch has started.is it bcoz i've been seeing bl they all too often for the whole holiday which makes seeing them again like as if its part of the holiday.(i have no idea wat i am toking oso) 1st lesson of yr 2 and i have already skipped it to go watch movie. as for the 2nd lesson, i onli went in for half an hr and i'm outside having coffee with bl and jeff. so much for coming back to sch for lesson

i am starting to hate the internet system for handing in cpf request. y is it tt the account is locked all the time. and the deadline is like juz 4 days away and i have yet to settle everything. wat if things dun go well... so many things and so little time. i really need to start to set my things rite.

sometimes i wonder, am i really as gd as wat others think i am? strange enuff tt i am actually thinking of my own actions. all due to a friend who told me this " accept wat u cant change and change wat u cant accept" i start to think if i need to change anything bout me. and i realised a few, bad temper, lazy, nv really do wat i say, juz to name a few. so, do i even have the courage to anknowledge these and make an effort to change? seriously, i doubt tt i could do it. not tt i dun wan to but i have a feeling tt all effort will be wasted due to my laziness.

i even realised tt i am not 1 tt is suitable to be keeping a blog, firstly, i dun have the habit to be updating all the things tt has gone by, i feel its like a show put forward for others to see and to show how "well" and "colourful" ur life has been. secondly, i'm not gd with words, as a result, i cannot express myself well hence will give up soon after a while. i think i juz realised another bad point of me, tend to give up easily. haha.

sometimes i try to think wat is ahead of me in life, i really cannot see anything at all. all these while i have been juz taking a step at a time. i really has no plan for the future. call me happy-go-lucky, tt is a nicer way of putting it ba.