things happened so fast... it has been a wk plus since my father passed away. life goes on as usual.. surprisingly, its more like a load off my shoulder n both my brother n i thinks its the best for him to pass away.. cancer does make one suffer. so y stay alive n suffer when we know tt there is no cure? its really painfully to see him turn into bones from his old self... he did go away peacefully from the staff in the nursing hm. but then we were not by his side when he pass away. if onli i could go back to tt time.. i even made plans to visit him on sat morning.. n he could not wait til sat...

there are things tt once u missed it, its gone forever.