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so many things happened... recieved a call on the 2nd day of my genting trip saying my dad was hopitalized. after which i think 2 wks ago it was confirmed to be cancer. 3rd stage. the doctor was very nice as she told me frankly tt there is no cure n wat they could do was to make him feel better. therefore there will be no tube down his throat if he were to have problem breathing. my brother n i agreed as it is the best way out.

he was discharged yst afternoon, now my wkly duty will be changed from mon, fri n sat to the hosital to sat, sun to the nursing hm liao. so if u were to date me on wkend, pls tell me at least 3 days in advance. haha. busy man u know... heehee

is it really so busy to the extend tt cannot even find time to walk to the hospital which is like 10mins walk away? with all the stupid reasons tt u can come up with. watever.

now my dad has left with at most few months ba... but these things according to the doctor is hard to predict as it all depends on the will-power. so yeah... everyone has to go through this stage, so y get sad over it? 看开点

烦 coz i am one tt tends to keep things to myself, one person 烦 better than two person 烦. and the classic phrase i have learn is tt nv trust ppl when they say i understand how u feel unless they went through the same thing. haha. but then thanks to my friends for being there. (^^)

i can actually carry more things on my shoulder then i expected. haha. juz tt i am quite bad at multi-tasking. heehee