Alone...

once again, alone in hall. how long has it been since i'm alone in hall on a friday night. and seriously, the feeling sucks. haha.

today dunno blow wat wind, aiting, marilyn and km all wore "dress". and aiting and marilyn were as usual asking ppl whether they look nice anot. nothing surprising. celebrated km's bday today, but was a super short celebration. juz got her to blow the candles then spilt the cake then its juz another day. although a lot of laughter during the gift sessions, due to the jacket being super over-size and getting the jacket dirty on the very day she got it.

after that went swimming with jeff, he suddenly ask wan go swim anot, then i juz agreed since i nv swim once i ORDed. so went ard asking for swimming googles and then went down to the pool. stayed in the pool from 12 all the way to bout 1.30pm. well, not bad since its like almost 6 mths since i last went swimming. come to think of it, my swimming skill drop liao, last time during NS can swim for like 2 hrs plus w/o feeling tired, somemore swim in the sea. now juz a few laps i start to feel tired liao. then forgot to warm up b4 the swim, lucky nv cramp while swimming or else will be so peiseh, let ppl noe they sure say "wow, diver cramp in water ah" :P

then was toking to jeff and 1 of his friend in the pool for the last 30mins or so, then was toking bout life in NDU where we served our NS. both of us agreed that NDU life was fun and it was something to rmb as no a lot of ppl gets to go in there and experience wat we went through like sea circuit, long sea swim, night dive and the best part hellwk. and its hard to tell ppl wat is the things we went through as i believe that no one would understand wat u went through unless he/she went through it themselves. and jeff's friend was saying he onli knew 1 diver who went ard booasting how tough the trg was. i agree that our trg was tough but then its not rite to go out there and suan other units as we nv went through their trg. jeff agreed to that pt too as he thinks different unit has they own hardship that is to be underwent.

this tok makes me wonder if ppl muz go through something or loses something b4 they realised the imptance of it? we always see egs of how ppl onli realised how impt somebody is to them when they lost them. and by then things are always too late. y is it that ppl cant see this b4 these things happened?

human relations are so hard to understand, sometimes when one trys hard to stay in contact, it juz wun work out, and when no effort is being put in, one starts to wonder if its rite to juz let the 2 of us drift apart. there are times where i'm lost of words in front of others not becoz i have nothing to say but then i know i'm not gd with words and hence i believe less tok means less chance of making mistake.

shld not blog anymore liao, start to feel negative liao. haha. shld rest my body and mind for tml's softball QF. wish me luck. (^^)