Pain Makes All The Weak Go Away

2010-10-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

having a total new feeling... something tt i believe is gd but at the same time bad.

i wonder,,,

2010-06-27T18:42:00.002+08:00

it is the harder i try, the more i will mess or screw things up?

looks like i juz screw things up big time... it might nv get back to how it will be again... can onli blame myself

this yrs target

2010-03-06T12:38:00.002+08:00

been 6 months since i last wrote in this site... now tt i think of it it seems so long.. haha. once again it shows i am a man of little words. cny juz past for like 2 wks n i have been slacking since then.. looks like i need to have a board in my rm saying "onli need to slog for 1 more yr!!!!" haha. something my grandma has been telling me ALL the time, since she is worried tt i am taking things too easy w/o any targets

speaking of targets, i wan to start saving liao, 3k in 1 yr. haha. possible? since i cut down my transport spending from 210 to 90+ think shld be able ba? but it seems i always dunno where did i spent my money, they are like juz gone like tt :( i need to start keeping track.

for the past few wks, i think there is some slight changes in me... i have become more talkative in front of others... ppl that i am close to tt is. i am able to start joking n not feeling "shy" at least tt is wat i think.

experience something during the recess wk, had dinner with a xb's family in the chalet, the atmosphere was something i nv get to experience, not like things are hostile at home, but its always me n my grandma, dun think there was even once where i ate with my parents... since i was brought up by my grandma for as long as i can rmb... so it actually set me thinking if that was the feeling one will have... but still i am very happy with my current life of meals with grandma... juz tt tt little piece is something tt is missing in my 24yrs up-to-date life...

stupid driver!

2009-10-31T03:10:00.003+08:00

came across a stupid driver on thursday... he tot he own the road... 1st time he changed lane, he did not bother checking blindspot, which resulted i have to give way to him by breaking quite hard... lucky no car behind me. afte changing from my right to left, he signal tt he is gg to change from left to right (to in front of me again). this time again, without checking blindspot n the relative velocity of ME.. he juz cut in. this time i break PLUS i press my horn n nv let go for a gd whole 4~5 seconds make sure tt bast*rd realise tt he does not own the whole road. idiotic!!

its not like i gave way to him once n i have to give way to him all the time. although i am driving a van, it does not make saloon car any higher class than me. those tt sat my car b4 will know i very give way to others as long as u signal n change lane PROPERLY..

today completed studying 1 chapter of 316 n tut 6 of 316. felt so like completed something... haha. less than a month to go b4 final term start... its time i start to buck up liao...

but, ice skate later!!! HAPPY! enjoy b4 gg to books. haha

2009-10-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

things happened so fast... it has been a wk plus since my father passed away. life goes on as usual.. surprisingly, its more like a load off my shoulder n both my brother n i thinks its the best for him to pass away.. cancer does make one suffer. so y stay alive n suffer when we know tt there is no cure? its really painfully to see him turn into bones from his old self... he did go away peacefully from the staff in the nursing hm. but then we were not by his side when he pass away. if onli i could go back to tt time.. i even made plans to visit him on sat morning.. n he could not wait til sat...

there are things tt once u missed it, its gone forever.

中秋节!!!

2009-10-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

let me see... it has been closed to 17yrs since i last took a lantan. haha. today had a recap of my old childhood. THANKS AJ. haha. maybe coz it was children's day so today's outing was to see who has no 童年... haha. went kite flying at marina barrage then followed by dinner at lau pa sat... n ending the day by playing with lantan n sparkles at merlion park (or rather a corner of merlion park) had so much fun. think i brought the cam-whoring of dbz to the outing oso. although not so obvious yet. haha.

after a wk plus at hm alone... i realised tt the hardest job on earth is housewife/househusband... so many things to do... cooking, washing mopping, watering the plants n washing the dirty clothes... its like everyday is filled with chores. 佩服 those mothers who has been doing the same things over n over for yrs... although i like the cooking part... but cook for myself to eat is a bit sad. haha. now open my invitation to all: come my house n eat? i cook. haha...

1st dance concert

2009-09-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

went to my very 1st dance concert... at VCH. enjoyed with the ppl who were there with me. overslp while waiting for the time to pass n thereofre dun have time to dress properly... every1 dressed so nice over there... lets go for more! haha.

2 more yrs b4 i can really dun care bout exams... JIAYOU!!!!

烦

2009-09-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

so many things happened... recieved a call on the 2nd day of my genting trip saying my dad was hopitalized. after which i think 2 wks ago it was confirmed to be cancer. 3rd stage. the doctor was very nice as she told me frankly tt there is no cure n wat they could do was to make him feel better. therefore there will be no tube down his throat if he were to have problem breathing. my brother n i agreed as it is the best way out.

he was discharged yst afternoon, now my wkly duty will be changed from mon, fri n sat to the hosital to sat, sun to the nursing hm liao. so if u were to date me on wkend, pls tell me at least 3 days in advance. haha. busy man u know... heehee

is it really so busy to the extend tt cannot even find time to walk to the hospital which is like 10mins walk away? with all the stupid reasons tt u can come up with. watever.

now my dad has left with at most few months ba... but these things according to the doctor is hard to predict as it all depends on the will-power. so yeah... everyone has to go through this stage, so y get sad over it? 看开点

烦 coz i am one tt tends to keep things to myself, one person 烦 better than two person 烦. and the classic phrase i have learn is tt nv trust ppl when they say i understand how u feel unless they went through the same thing. haha. but then thanks to my friends for being there. (^^)

i can actually carry more things on my shoulder then i expected. haha. juz tt i am quite bad at multi-tasking. heehee

long time no see

2009-08-15T13:52:00.002+08:00

so long nv come here le. almost forgot wat was my password. heehee. so much things happened in these 6 months. will juz tok on the happy things! shld always look on the happy things rite? the bad things juz pack it n throw away.

FOC was fun! haha. finally get to experience FOC leh. missed both the sch camp n hall camp due to driving test n class chalet. i nv regretted it. although every1 was saying hall camp sure to be better then class chalet but i dun agree, it was fun n relaxing to be with a grp of friends who have known each others for a long time n doing nothing but games n photo taking.

this FOC i have discovered a new side of me, the wan-to-be-in-photo me. haha. whenever cameras are up, the rush is like the last day of GSS. siao one. haha.

in the future i shld be blogging onli when i have some feeling. haha. no point coming here n telling ppl wat happened to my day. like writing 日记 like tt. haha. so juz drop by once in a while. heehee

lastly, I'M BACK! (^^)

meeting with havoc for dinner!

2009-02-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

had a super full dinner with the havoc com. feels gd seeing them after so long. n heard a lot of "updates" regarding ppl in the com. heehee. its normal for the "updates" to happen ba. n all the stirring of sh*t. had the dinner at suntec. was a steamboat buffet. the food choices there was limited, but then i always believe that the food is not the main thing but who u are eating with is. (^^) was toking bout the grad trip for the gals who will be grad-ing this sem. n asking who wans to go together. so its like "I NEED TO WORK MORE TO EARN MORE MONEY" haha. currently super low on saving. sian.but then again, when was it high? heehee. the world is indeed small, was having the steamboat then still can see ppl from SPMS. haha.

after dinner they decided to go to settlers cafe at SMU. haha. but then i had to be there late as something came up. then boss have to go meet "someone" heehee. have to say that SMU carpark are really hard to find. onli at sch of biz then can go in. lucky then was not so pack with cars so managed to do so tricks to get into the carpark. haha. had super lots of fun there, was playing a game call telepathtic or something like tt. then was saying who was the 老鼠屎. coz the game is like a pic or a word will be shown then the members of the team have to write anything they can think of regarding the pic then they will show it n match it. they will then move steps equal to the no of words they have. so fun. then were all laughing the way ppl think of. haha.

how i miss those times together. we shld have more of these gathering. haha, but then again, i am lazy to plan. haha

2009-01-24T18:59:00.002+08:00

21 jan

things sure were strange in the morning.my longest journey to sch since i drove.it took me 2hrs to reach sch n therefore was late for the lab by 1 hr. somehow all expressway in singapore were having jam. n the funny part is there isn't any accident or vehicle brk down. juz jam. imagine having the whole ECP jam. so it was like WTF. cursing where in the Q.

23 jan

finally finished buying all the clothing for CNY. thanks to bl,reb,at,ss,sh,jean n mari to help me shop. n i found out something, nv go shopping in a whole grp.i dare not enter the shop when the whole lot of them entered.haha. like some royalty shopping like tt. bought a lot of things, 2 bermudas, 1 jeans, 2 top n 1 shoe. haha. my yrly shopping. wonder when will be the next time i go shop again. haha. maybe after all the bermudas that i bought are torn ba. n i have really slim down liao, from 34 waist to 30 waist in 1 yr. is tt gd? haha.

then was on my way hm when grandma called, tot wat was wrong. onli to find out uncle came n ask where am i. so when i reach hm, it was mahjong time. haha. so long nv play liao. then after 4 hrs of "fighting", i became the biggest loser. haha. but then they gave me all the small change then i cut the losses to $90. now i know where my allowances go to. and all my hard earn money too. haha

tml CNY eve liao. HAPPY CNY every1. (^^)
n i have finally clean up my rm. haha

i have reach my entry 101!!

2009-01-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

wow, this is my 101 entry, nv expect me to have so many post. haha. although i forgot how long this is liao. its yr 2009 liao, n my resolution, well i juz broke it on tues, tt is to study hard, by pon sch. well... wat can i say

celebrate the new yr by gg to rx's place to play wii again. haha. n i was ranked 1st among the 8 players! so proud of myself. tt was after gg to party world with the class. so long nv go sing with them liao, n we sang 情歌王 as the last song which was 10mins long. n it was due to aj's gd planning that we did tt. haha.

4th Jan

played soccer n basketball with the class, then went to shop for present then meal plus movie. n jw slp in the movie. haha. dinner was followed with 田鸡粥, oyster egg, stingray, carrot cake. super full. haha. then when reach hm, legs were like jelly, or rather juz feel tired... a lot of tok-cock session. really enjoyed their company.

7 Jan

went to sch super early to pei xb eat lunch. haha. think this sem he quite cui, david is always missing n ht i think will be very busy with sch work since i heard he had 25 AUs,went to listen to the GSS thing.looks nice n since can take loan from sch i think i could give it a try. but then thinking back now, i think i wun be gg if not my grandma will be alone at hm. which is the reason y i left hall in the 1st place. but i have to admit, it will seem fun if were to go with a friend or 2. a lot of gossip today. haha. on some1. as usual with aiting they all. wats new. then after lesson went to eat with xb at whitesand again, ate 弯仔 if i nv forget the name. haha. then today i did something quite shock me, i clean my fan when i reach hm at 10pm. WOW, so proud of myself. haha. think it shld be time for me to start cleaning up my rm liao. n think i shld oso start saving $$ too.

PS: i completed it liao!! not the puzzle by my FF12. after 72++hrs of game play. juz nice b4 sch start. haha. puzzle still stuck at the 3rd layer. trying hard to put the 4th layer up. but then my puzzle looks funny now. haha. trying hard to complete it. but the more i try i start to feel demoralized. haha. shld take a few days brk b4 trying again. i believe i can (^^)

XMAS!!

2008-12-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

went to 2 xmas party on 24th n 25th. 1st wat at mari's place, had steamboat n w/o fail we nv finished the food again. but then this time i think we bought more coz there was a lot of "factors" haha. then got a set of i think is shower set ba... shld not post the photos online so i can give to others next time. haha. then drink until 6 in the morning b4 gg hm.

then comes the hard part, had to wake up in time to go buy stuff so as to prepare for the potluck in the evening at jw's place. went to 升菘 to get all the finger food, then went back to cook n drive my mum here n there. so tired...

played wii at jw's place, thanks to rx. (^^)

SO FUN. n i lost again at the gambling table, this xmas like CNY for me, lost 40 in 2 days.

recieved this from my dajie, aud. n thanks to this i need to slp more to regen my brain cells. no 1 could figure out how to break it apart n aud tot the aim was to put it back onli.

so after coming back from jw's place, it took me an hour to finally break it up. n this is how it looks like after 7 hrs after i 1st recieved it.

this is how it looks like on the 27 dec 1am.

juz need to figure out how to group them up.
n i forgot to take a photo of it b4 it was torn apart. so u will have to wait til i finish it b4 seeing the "real" thing. n i promised to finish it by next xmas w/o looking at solution. (^^)

2008-12-01T02:22:00.003+08:00

exam over... 1st job for holidays oso over... wat other way to celebrate all these other than having a drink.

haha... how useless are some of the angles for the roadshow. they juz anyhow tell the ppl info n in the end when ppl cannot sign up, it becomes our fault. NB. fu*king get the facts rite then go tell others mah. at least working with ppl who are non-slackers. not too bad. haha.

(^^) i am tired

stomach-cramp

2008-11-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

had a very long-lasting stomachache on wed night. it was real bad. i suspect it was stomach cramp. although i have no idea wat is it. but it sounds right in chinese. 胃抽筋. it sure sounds like a common term.

i applied 吉祥牌如意油 and 白花油, but there was no help at all.the pain cannot be wroten in words.those were the longest time of my life ba. tahan all the way for i think for 2 hrs b4 i really fall aslp. onli 1 word for it. PAIN!!!

１　ＭＯＲＥ　ＴＯ　ＧＯ！！！！！！加油！！！！！！！

2008-11-17T19:37:00.001+08:00

2 down!!! 3 more to go.

FASTER!!!!

old memories

2008-11-11T01:08:00.004+08:00

was seeing a friend's friendster photos. then came across this which i almost forgot tt i am in there. really fond memories. old times, where dun have to worry bout exams. how i hope to go back to tt time. PS:this photo was taken after 3 days in the jungle doing survivor trg.

2008-10-24T21:52:00.002+08:00

went to eat fish market with pp n jw. so full n so exp... but then again, the food there was ok onli. the service made up for all. a bowl of thai sauce for juz a few fries. where could u have get it? haha. n jw nv finish drinking the thai sauce tt he asked for.

stayed in sch today so tml can go for trg. so sian!!! exam coming n i have yet to start to feel the feeling to study. wat shld i do?????

drove grandma to grand-uncle's funeral... make me realised tt ppl do know when they will be leaving their loved ones. from wat i heard was tt grand-uncle took a new route for his morning walk. he has nv change the route b4 for the past few years. n the blk tt he went to was the one where his wake was held. here is the strange part, his family actually wanted to hold the wake at blk 51 n to be informed last min tt it could not be used as there was construction gg on soon. so could 52 be ok, juz nice tt was the blk he had a walk at. on the night b4 his death, he actually asked a few friends over to play some card game, where he is the sort tt does not like to gamble tt much. n lastly, he did something he nv did, tt is being super n i mean SUPER nice to my grand-aunt. like telling her to go out more often. he was nv like tt as he was wheelchair-bound n hate to be left alone. so it makes me wonder if ppl will know when we will be gg.

ppl pass away with no advance warning. so we shld treasure the ppl ard us n not wait til they are gone to treasure them. which all of us are guilty of.

2008-10-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

friday

waited for jw n sheng to finish their test, then had a few games of dota in hall with yj. haha. our normal pass time in hall nowadays. tt is wat u get when u have 2 person in a room tt plays dota. now can upgrade to have 4 person in the rm since sheng brought a port switch to hall. haha. looking forward to this thurs.

after which we went to 85 to have our "dinner"?(wat do u consider as when u have a meal at 11 plus but u had yet to eat ur dinner?) n we ordered super lots of food. had 五香，猪肉粥，chicken wing, stingray, sotong and veg. not forgetting sugar cane. haha. i think it cost each of us bout $15. shared by 4 of us. pp juz had his noodles. so full n shiok after tt. haha. saw rx at 85 oso, walau, he nv jio loh. haha. when reach hm could not slp, think ate too full liao. so had a hard time slping. haha.

sat

went to temple with grandma early in the morning. coz it was the birthday of 九皇爷. my grandma had been like a follower for more than 22 yrs, i know coz i am 22 this yr. haha. n i sort of counted as half-follower ba. haha. then had mahjong with my sis at hm since she drove us to the temple. my luck is changing for sure, coz this time round i lost no money!! haha. a bit like waste my 3hr plus like tt. in the end to have no profit. haha. think it is the mahjong or the early morning wake up, had a terrible headache later. had to eat medi to try to make it better. as a result missed jw's birthday dinner. SRY!!!!

sun

went out to give tuition. n as usual i left the place in unhappiness. this like happens everytime. dunno y. the kid is gd in maths, but then the problem is tt he thinks tt his is too gd, as a result he turns yaya. then a lot of careless mistake since he does not take the qns seriously. the 1st hr was gd, the last half an hr was a killer as he will start to come out with all the not paying attention method. so it makes my blood boils a little especially when u see the test tt u took so much effort in coming up with was actually anyhow done by him. it juz make u wan to scream.

went to edwin's function after the tuition. dunno wat is it called, but then its so different from wat i tot it was gg to be. quite useful i will say, it makes u think hard into things. but then not every1 will see things the same way, tt is y i think this functions will serve to make one understand more n seeing the bigger pic, like wat edwin always say.

mon

QUIZ!!!! i hate them. had 2 somemore. (~~)

did my econ tut for this wk!! so proud of myself to sit there n do tut. haha.

tired tired

2008-10-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

so tired now... trg was physically drain n the mid-term was sort of mentally drain. haha. arms aching n mind thinking of wat can be done. haha.

as usual, thursday is always in jw's rm. n i finished my econ tut liao!!!! so proud of myself. haha. coz normally i will be rather slack in hall like last night i slp at 5 plus in the morning then dun feel like gg to lesson today at all.

the troublesome thing is the car now. the insurance have to be settled before the road tax can be settled. i wonder how come i am handling all this. true tt i am driving the van now, but then wat am i suppose to know when nothing is passed to me in the 1st place? how was i suppose to rmb when will road tax expire when the letter was not mailed to where i live in the 1st place. n when i was told tt the letter to renew the insurance will be passed to me. so somehow it is my fault tt i did not remind any1 tt i was suppose to be handed the insurance letter. but then forget it. things in this world is nv fair, as long as things are gg in the rite way, they are nv fair to start off with.

so dun complain tt life is being unfair to u as it is up to ur own effort n hardworking to make something out of this already sian life. as said, it is a matter of how much u wanted it. (^^)

go-kart. FUN FUN FUN

2008-09-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

was out with the guys to make our way to malaysia to have our fun with go-kart. something tt singapore could not have. the main diff was tt this ine in malaysia is raced on real track instead of on normal roads. so went over there to it. met the guys at 12 to meet up b4 driving our way up. then with things happening now n then, we onli go towards the checkpoint at bout 3pm. went over to have our lunch 1st. had 肉骨茶 there. it was nice. then managed to get pp's uncle to guide us over to the go-kart place. coz we all actually dunno where it is. even pp's uncle had trouble to look for the place. so u know how hard it is to find the place when even locals have trouble looking for it. but in e end managed to reach there. the feeling of riding the go-kart was GREAT!!! the wind blowing at us when we go at full speed, n have to be mindful that there are ppl chasing u. n the feeling of seeing the distance btw u n the driver in front gets smaller n finally overtaking them. COOL!!!! haha. with fun there comes pain. haha. i had a big bruise at the back of my knee coz i did a spin at the 1st turn of the race n ASH who was behind me came crushing in. haha. OUCH!!

had seafood after, nice food with nice ppl. the outing is fun we shld have more of this. but next time we shld add in more gals. haha.

here's a secret. tt was my 1st time to go to malaysia. haha. surprise? well some of my friends are. haha

wonder how things are gg to turn out? are we gg on the rite way? will things turn out well? n if its the same btw us? i shld have more confidence in myself ba......

old updates

2008-09-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

very lazy to actually update but then IT IS RECESS WEEK, i shall take a bit of time to do some update. for the past 2 wkend had slowpitch matches. although we nv do very well, but at least some result is quite close. like losing 1 run to SMU. it was a fun n gd bonding time with the female's team too. since they all are working now so not much chance to gather in sch oso.

the most happening game was with ORA since. we were leading by 2 runs in the last inning n if we had won, another team wuld have went on to the last 8 instead of ORA (i believe tt was the r/s) then suddenly ORA changed its batter who we believe was playing for ORA in the competitive side. FYI, there was a rule tt we find to be super stupid as those registered in competitive is not allowed to play for recreation games. so wat happened was tt this player numbered 16 came in to bat for them. n the team has to have a min of 3 female players which ORA totally dun care. needless to say we lost the game in the last inning as they scored 3 runs to lead us by 1. since it was the last inning, it was pointless to carry on. so we lost.

is it tt impt to win in recreation games where the purpose is to let ppl enjoy the game?so impt til have to cheat to win the game. it was the thing tt spoil every1's mood. sian.

with the competition over, we juz have to look forward to the leagus again. so its more trg n trg. (^^)

went out on friday with wp,jw n xb. went to s'pore swimming club to swim. but b4 tt, we went to the jacuzzi, 1st time in jacuzzi, feels so gd, very relaxing. think it is gd to go to one once in a while. it helps to relax the mind n body. then can chit chat oso. haha. then went to the pool, was more like the water rather than swim. haha. played with some kids at the kid's pool. n it was like playing house fight. kids are sometimes juz too dangerous when they are having fun n having things in their hands. they will use it to hit ppl.

then had dinner after tt, not too bad food in the club. can eat there again. (^^) bowling was fun too.

now looking forward to tuesday where will be gg for go-kart. (^^)

DnD 2008 part 2

2008-09-18T22:28:00.004+08:00

Havoc Com

My Winning

Weilin n Me
i am so short
The Guys
The Guys
The Guys
Serene n Me
Peishan n Me
Changer n Me

gathering

2008-09-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

went to ah fang to have dinner with xb n jw at 11pm last night. haha. then we order super a lot of food. lucky was able to finish n jw was so proud tt we finish the food tt he ordered. chat with jw with a few things then somehow some things still have to think ourselves. its super warm last night tt its so hard to fall aslp. think i slp onli at 3 plus...

i went for econ tut today!!!! not bad since this is like the 2nd lesson i went since sch started. so i shall give myself a job well done. haha. then after tt went to LA lect to play PSP all the way. so its like for wat did i go there for? haha.

met up with pp, xb, jw n ash to play bowling since xb's cousin have free games. drove jw down to marina square. jw was the one driving there then when we were about to reach, he say he dun wan to drive liao. coz the traffic start to get heavy liao. so at the traffic light, we switched position. he got off the car n went to the passenger side. so u can imaging seeing 2 person in the middle of the road to change seats. super funny. haha.

the bowling session was fun. so long nv play liao. so it is quite of fun to get together n had this game. quite bad for me, nv managed to hit 100... onli xb pass 100 for both games. so i think this really need a lot of practise if not u will lose it.

then walked past yuki yaki n saw aiting they all in there. was suppose to be with them to eat dinner. but then on 2nd tot, still went to join me JC friends as i see aiting they all everyday until a bit sian. haha. then need to balance the circles of friends too.

it is hard to keep relationship gg. no matter it is friendship or with family members. 1 has to really take the effort to keep in contact with every1. but somehow i am juz 1 tt is too lazy to be the 1st 1 to start keeping contact. maybe i will in the start n it all boils down to how the conversation is kept alive. if it feels like 1 sided, then seriously i dun have tt much topics to tok about. but i will still try my best to have tt connection gg on as long as possible. no matter how busy or far we are. so does tt actually give ppl hope? or is distance really a factor tt will make ppl change?

there are cases where ppl still managed to maintain they relationships regardless of distance or age. so wat is there to be afraid of as long as we are willing to try? no 1 is able to tell the future, so y risk to regret later? something for us all to think about.

2008-09-10T20:59:00.002+08:00

y am i in this position again? a position tt i can nv know wat is gg to happen n wat to do to make things happen. things seems to be gg in the rite way until recently i have no idea wat to do. sian... i need help, i need a sign on wat to do next. AHHHHH~

DnD 2008 photo part 1

2008-09-08T21:33:00.004+08:00

the HAVOC committee

Zhuen

Peijun & Meixin

the 背后灵

the sport rookie of the year with me!!!

we all and the 皇帝

DnD 2008

2008-09-07T11:42:00.005+08:00

was out for hall 5 dinner n dance. so fun. 1st time in this event since last yr nv join. every1 looks so gd, its really lucky tt i have a long sleeve shirt at hm too. haha. the dnd com planned quite a fun event which included before dinner mini-games. i was totally onli playing 1 game where it is call 我摸，我摸，我猜猜猜.this game is all bout 摸-ing mahjong and guess wat tile is it. haha. i won super a lot of "money" there with the station master knowing this is not gd to carry on, this mahjong gal totally give me those super hard tiles to 摸. and who is this mahjong gal, there!

then after all the mini-games, we went on to have the dinner as well as 选美 for hall queen and king. then in this type of event of coz there will be lucky draw. and the funny thing is tt out of the 15 prizes, havoc like sweep 6 to 8 of the prizes. then we were like so thankful to the dnd com. haha. and wonder wat i won? i got the 3rd prize!!! and here it is

its a 4-leave pin, n its in the shape of a butterfly. haha. and in addition to tt, it oso comes with a voucher for makeover, worth $50. now i'm thinking of when shld i go, or shld i even go. haha. since the whole com has the voucher of $20 as part of the gift. so to havoc "shall we all go together?" haha.

after the dinner is all bout PHOTO TAKING!! well, i dun have a camera so i will upload all the photos when i get them. and i know there is like a hell of number of photo. so it might take a while. haha. and i took photo with some1!! heehee.

time to go study for quiz liao. tml having 2 quiz, sian...

updates

2008-08-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

so long nv update liao, so think it shld be a gd time to do so since i juz finished 2 quiz today. well, 1st, went to DXO for hall bash on friday. did enjoy myself there. so different from the 1st time i went to the hall bash. still rmb the 1st time went with ht coz the person came to our room to sell the tix, so we juz bought. then went there for a while n saw a few of my old classmate. onli to realised tt ht was missing. those tt know him wuld have guessed tt he was on his way back w/o telling me. lucky when i called him, he was reaching MRT onli. haha. but then again, the thing then was quite sian coz maybe we 2 do not know any1 else. so after the pageant we went back to hall liao. on the way back we even bought wine back to have our own little drinking session. haha.

this yr at least i went with my HAVOC com ppl so stayed there until bout 11 to catch train back. had a few drinks there n some small toks. ppl tried to get others to dance after the pageant which failed. but overall it was fun to be in the club with ppl who u know.

CCA wk was like over for almost 2 wks liao, so is it like very late for me to be toking bout it? haha. but still i will. haha. set up a booth trying to get more ppl to play softball. which i think was a gd thing we did as we had a few players tt has played b4. so its like hope we will achieve a better result n they will stay in the team. then saw firdaus in sch n had a small catch-up session, n sadly to heard tt his elder brother passed away in an accident. where a driver who was speeding hit rite into the taxi tt his brother was driving. n the driver is like onli 20yrs old.

hearing this it makes me really think hard. ppl will die n u will nv know when. so dun take ppl ard for granted as well as to dun live to regret ur life. life is short.
n the driver is onli 20. so i believe he juz got his driving license not long ago. there is onli 1 word i can use to describe ppl like him, foolish. wat is he trying to prove when he was speeding? especially at 2am in orchard? for ppl out there who juz got their license n are thinking of trying the "coolness" of speeding n those who keep saying tt they drive like 160km/h on the road n stuff like tt,pls think of ur own actions b4 doing anything. it will be late to think bout it when things happened. even season driver could commit mistake, wat makes u think u are so special? even Michael Schumacher knock into ppl when he is on the road driving his own car. so do think.

work and sick...

2008-08-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

went to work today. had a personal best sales ever. 29 boxes!!!! haha. quite lucky at amara, i confirmed 1 thing, i am really auntie killer, all those who bought from me are middle-aged ladies. maybe i too gd boy image liao, so they cannot resist me. haha.

really a huge sense of achievment from getting so many sales with juz 1 person working there.

once again i am sick. dunno y is it so but it seems like it is getting from bad to worst. sian... i hate falling sick.

2008-08-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

falling sick really sucks big time!!!!!

baby gal!!

2008-08-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

was out at hougang today, beside mental hospital. there to visit mdm yew. haha. dun get me wrong, she does not stay at mental hospital but opposite it. haha. there to see the baby gal tt she gave birth 5 months back. she's so CUTE!!!! then saw mdm yew's husband for the 1st time. her house to WOW. haha. shall upload the photo if i ever get the photo from mdm yew. haha. next up, mdm koh's house.

2008-08-08T12:05:00.002+08:00

is it tt the older we get, the harder it is for us to express ourselves freely and keep everything inside us? it is onli when we are too drunk to rise up the def line again then we start to pour everything out to whoever is in front of us?

y is it tt ppl wants to juz keep things to themselves hence making the life harder when it is already hard enuff?

seriously i'm rather afraid of ending up like my grandma. not to say tt her life is bad, but then i juz afraid of ending up being alone. to be frank, i'm not a person tt cant live alone, but then again, in my older yrs tt will tend to change ba. who in this world dun wan to find a soul mate tt could spend the whole life together? when will i be able to find mine?

is wine a solution to kill time and to make 1 forget bout the fact tt they are lonely? its fine for youngster but for elderly, its nothing but juz another hazard as they could juz fall. wat am i suppose to do when this thing happens? wat if i'm not at hm or i didn't managed to wake up? somethings are better left not wondering.

2008-08-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

ok, sch has started and seriously i'm still in the holiday mood.i really dun have the feeling tt sch has started.is it bcoz i've been seeing bl they all too often for the whole holiday which makes seeing them again like as if its part of the holiday.(i have no idea wat i am toking oso) 1st lesson of yr 2 and i have already skipped it to go watch movie. as for the 2nd lesson, i onli went in for half an hr and i'm outside having coffee with bl and jeff. so much for coming back to sch for lesson

i am starting to hate the internet system for handing in cpf request. y is it tt the account is locked all the time. and the deadline is like juz 4 days away and i have yet to settle everything. wat if things dun go well... so many things and so little time. i really need to start to set my things rite.

sometimes i wonder, am i really as gd as wat others think i am? strange enuff tt i am actually thinking of my own actions. all due to a friend who told me this " accept wat u cant change and change wat u cant accept" i start to think if i need to change anything bout me. and i realised a few, bad temper, lazy, nv really do wat i say, juz to name a few. so, do i even have the courage to anknowledge these and make an effort to change? seriously, i doubt tt i could do it. not tt i dun wan to but i have a feeling tt all effort will be wasted due to my laziness.

i even realised tt i am not 1 tt is suitable to be keeping a blog, firstly, i dun have the habit to be updating all the things tt has gone by, i feel its like a show put forward for others to see and to show how "well" and "colourful" ur life has been. secondly, i'm not gd with words, as a result, i cannot express myself well hence will give up soon after a while. i think i juz realised another bad point of me, tend to give up easily. haha.

sometimes i try to think wat is ahead of me in life, i really cannot see anything at all. all these while i have been juz taking a step at a time. i really has no plan for the future. call me happy-go-lucky, tt is a nicer way of putting it ba.

oops!!!

2008-07-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

forgot to blog tt mdm koh has already gave birth. if i rmb clearly it shld be a boy? haha. too occupied with things nowadays. so pls forgive me if i rmb wrongly. now juz waiting to meet up with her together with the rest of the class... hopefully i will be free tt day...

realised tt we human shld really think before we tok. dun be like some S.E promoter, tok w/o processing the things tt he is gg to say. dunno is he really brainless or juz wan to act like some kid-minded young adult. when ppl nv follow does not mean they dun care or is not real friends. if 1 is onli looking at these things, then there is nothing i can say liao.

realised today tt a lot of ppl shared the same views as me. cool!!! we can formed a fan club liao. haha.

udates

2008-07-13T11:48:00.003+08:00

things tt i had recieve on my birthday:

i'm lucky to have such gd grps of friends

juz finished the senior camp II, then at least we confirmed tt our new pool games can be played. 1 player will chase the other player on the floating platform then the 1 in front will try to jump onto another floating platform tt is like 1-2m away. it is so fun loh. haha. i kept running on it.

after tt was the night hike at ******** (have to keep it a secret, coz its a bit like not allowed to go in) (^^) i was away for the middle part as shulian was not feeling ok, 1 of our station master. so juz drove her back. when i came back, the hike was finishing liao. but then most said the hike was not so scary. think grp D will be a bit disappointed ba. but now we dun even know if the place could still be use anot since it has been change from state property to private property liao. sian. met so many strange case tt day, kena 4-D and toto oso seems to be easier.

yst then know tt weilin is gg oversea to study, tt means she is stopping NTU liao. was actually quite surprised to hear tt. but then wat she said was true, wat can a science grad do in singapore?? so she decided to go study something else oversea (not tt i dunno wat it is but i juz dunno how to spell. haha) but at least i got her msn and contact no. heehee

after hearing weilin's story,i realised tt gals do plan ahead. like eunice, the complete solution promoter who juz finished her A's, is enrolling into casino sch this yr.then she was explaining tt this course onli takes 5 months then after tt she can go and join the IR recruitment drive liao. so its like all planned out nicely. then if she cant get in, she still can join Uni after tt.

had a great fun day working with eric at AMK, both were looking at all the hot gals at AMK. dun tell reb tt eric oso looking at them. haha. had fun but at the same time we produced result. at least we nv stay at single digit. haha. learn a lot of things tt day, either work related or is it regarding my brother. think smokers tok a lot while they take smoking break. haha. baolong muz had such a GOOD day on friday. haha

realised tt i'm not spending enuff time with my JC friends. these few days really nv see them or go out with them. promised to be more free when sch starts, now have to work hard to earn a bit more spare cash for this coming sching days. although it seems like i am not saving fast and much really. sian...

thx ppl

2008-07-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

thanks to all those who were present at crystal jade. thanks for finding the time to have a meal with me and oso to make the trouble to come down. and oso thanks to those who had chip in for the present. i really like it. (^^) will be wearing them when the sch starts. although it was a pity tt the camera wasn't working. but overall, i enjoyed myself.

2008-07-04T01:02:00.003+08:00

went to 1 of the saf camp to do roadshow today. then sold super lots of E51 non-camera hp. then see all the NSF who has yet to ORD Q-ing up to sign up. a bit like scared to lose out like tt. of coz i serve them the whole day. wat to do, i'm in the customer service industry. haha. then after the NSF came all the officers. either bars or crabs. tt brings me back to my old days. where i recall i dun greet these officers at all. u can ask the divers, we dun greet officers tt dun belong to our unit. we have the pride of being the special forces. THE ELITE!! so who cares if u are like ranked 5,6 rank above me. i dun care, i have the combat diving badge. especially some NSF officers who wants to act like they are really officers. come on, u are an NSF and ur trg is not even half as hard as ours.

wow!! wat a fun roadshow!!!

2008-06-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

today had my 1st hans' roadshow... were there with weiming, weiping, yiming and jasmine. had 肉骨茶 in the morning as breakfast during office hour. haha happening rite. then after tt went into PSA office to do the roadshow. WE HAD THE WHOLE CLASSROOM TO OURSELVES!!! no need to give out flyers and to stand at all. juz sit inside there and wait for ppl. haha. cool job rite. although the working hrs is short but then i dun mind at all loh. super fun there, then hans oso super funny. the most impt thing is, THERE IS NO ONE TT TRIES TO ACT LIKE "OLD BIRD". know weiming and weiping through baolong then yiming and jasmine is during pc show and they call me superman. haha. reason, i super chiong during pc show. had lots of laughter in there, then the whole classroom was filled with our voice and laugh. like there was no rule, (hans was always no ard) haha. suddenly had some faith in starhub again. seriously, it all comes down to who u are working with.

after knocking off at 5.30pm, went to citylink to show our face there, to visit shit, pam and the samsung gals. haha. then they were like how come we knock off so fast. there super lots of staffs, but how many are real working staffs??

subject reg

2008-06-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

today was the date for us to do subject reg, and i learned 1 thing, u dun have to be the fastest finger so tt u can get the index tt we all planned out. coz if there is any1 of us tt cant get it, we will still try to change everything to try suit every1 into it. then the 1 tt had the fastest finger has the most to change. haha. yes, i am 1 of the 2 tt has the fastest finger. haha. but then its ok lah, at least we all are in the same class liao. but then the lesson is super early sia.

hate it when ppl try to act "old bird" and it makes them look like a kuku bird. especially acting to ppl tt is not in the same campany. kns.

i am now really back liao

2008-06-24T01:10:00.002+08:00

i now offically have internet liao. and i have tried playing dota liao. it is not lag at all using 2mbps. haha. these few days really no life, wake up to go work then reach hm to go slp. and this goes on and on and on. but then i think i'll be slping super late, coz euro ending liao. and i predicted correctly tt holland will lose!!! although i am sad but at least i got it right. haha. so will russia win euro?? there is a high chance loh, looking at the way they play in the last few games.

so which one shld i take? sales or service? both have their gds and bads.sian, see how the next few days go 1st ba.

2008-06-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

i did better than wat i expected. (^^)

work at last

2008-06-02T19:00:00.003+08:00

finish my 1 week of on job trg at starhub retail shop ihub with baolong. and its super fun loh. met new ppl and friends there. then baolong and i was like there juz to do phone plans onli. until thursday then we started learning new things. then i spend $37.45 for something, as for wat is it, better no recall the bad memories. kept selling phones tt i dun think i will ever own. haha. and the type of ppl coming in to sign plans are of all sorts. think i shld be getting the maxmobile thing. surf anywhere i go. tt is like so gd loh. haha. and student plan now has 2000 sms!!! u can send until ur keypad spoil.

senior camp is over liao!! and i slp less than 5 hrs for the sat and sun add up. the reason,
1st night: MJ from 2am to 4.30am, result: won $10
2nd night: went hm to take my swimming trunks and to pump the floats tt will be use
for the pool game
everything went smoothly and we found out tt there are things tt our grp need to change. like cardboard will turn soft when in contact with water, no matter how little of it. so yeah. haha. but then again, although i'm not staying in hall next sem, i think i still wuld wan to go back to join the senior camp, coz its fun de loh. haha

i think i'm down with gastric again... pls spare me of this pain, there is no value to this pain...

why?

2008-05-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

is there really a first come first serve thing in this world? even if the first come went out and is still consider first when they appear? then wat does it makes those in line look? Q-ing up for fun? juz to make up the nos. so there could be more choices if the 1st has decided to leave the Q and nv return? wat does it make those in Q look? seriously, y is it there is no such thing as a fair contest? everything is being decided by 1 thing or another, 1 person or the other.

maybe is it juz human to behave tt way. they onli cherish things tt they lost. and when it does comes back, they will totally take as if the others are transparent, leaving the rest to wonder wats wrong. am i making sense? i know i am, if u think i dun, too bad, go grab 2 cans of beer and gulp it down and u will see the light

2008-05-20T01:28:00.002+08:00

i'm back online again!!!!! at my sis's place now, have to do the draft and send to ppl to prt. haha. feel so bad for letting them do the pass few draft, so this time i do it myself. haha.

drove my mum to work and back hm for the pass few days. looks like she start to have more confident in my driving since the last time i make her lose all by getting into an accident. and the petrol went up again!!! so ex now. washed the car yst or 2 days ago, feel so happy. especially u see it clean after washing. SHIOK MAN.

won mahjong yst, a full of $80. then i gave my grandma to game a 4 fan to prevent my sis from self draw a 5 fan. she was like hopping mad. so happy. haha. and since i won, it juz shows that some sayings are true. heehee.

chalet photos (i spelled right this time)

2008-05-20T00:07:00.007+08:00

4 beauty of the class (they were the onli gals ard)

as usual mass orgy

caught in the act (its RX!!!!)

orgy...... again

drinking session

2008-05-19T23:44:00.004+08:00

went drinking then took some photos, left some out coz will spoil the image of some OTHER ppl. my image very gd, cant be spoiled de

back from charlet!!!!!

2008-05-16T12:47:00.002+08:00

2nd charlet for the holiday and with the same ppl. haha. call us too free if u wan, but then the 1st was more like juz go there and see see onli. then this time, it is really our charlet!!! the bbq was ok, all thanks to david we started like 11pm. took 3 hrs to start the fire and get it to be hot. so u can see like how hungry we all were when it started.

went hm after the bbq to get changed and clothes plus PS2 to charlet. went straight after the interview with 1 company. or rather those recruit company. and it seems to be quite ok, since today later i will be like gg for an interview tt is being plan by tt company.

at the charlet all hell broke loose when gals and guys played bomberman. with 4 players trying to kill each other and preventing himself or herself from turning into suicide bomber, the place wuld turn havoc. screaming can be heard as if a ghost has appeared. and thanks to edwin for taking the trouble to plan and getting the ppl down to the charlet, so GD WORK EDWIN, if u are seeing this. haha

surprise that edwin has quite close a thinking to mine, and had some chat here and there. all my darkest secret. haha. shhhh, dun tell ppl. haha

long time no see

2008-05-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

hi there!! so long nv blog liao. cant be helped since i still have yet to apply for my OWN internet. haha. so now juz have to use my sis's internet at her place. if not for the fact that i need to do something real urgent, i dun think i wuld even appear online. haha.

1st thing 1st, finally on the last day of my course. a rather stupid yet useful course. super tiring mentally and physically. haha. have to do everything in juz a wk and the time of the course each day is killing. from 9 to 5. like working like tt. but look on the bright side, the lesson later is the last lesson le!!!! haha. but still have BP to do. tt is business plan. dunno where to find the figures to be put in...

then i went to teach my very 1st tuition liao. not too bad i wuld say. juz that i am really shock that a primary 5 kid are allowed to use calculator for their maths paper 2. i was like "are u sure u can use it? dun try to bluff me although i have left primary sch for a long time" think this juz sums up how tough studying are now. so scary... but thing this is juz a part of life, juz dun forget to have fun while u are studying...

the best thing so far, i finally got the van to myself liao!!!! haha.

holiday starts

2008-04-25T01:49:00.003+08:00

wat a way to start the holidays. went to clear the hall and a lot of things happened and realised a few things tt were unchangable. then became a driver for aiting since i was in sch. haha. then my 1st day juz spend as a drive and i think i juz kept driving the whole day. went to drive my mum hm and to work and tere juz goes my 1st day. haha

hmmm, wat is it on the floor? a cat? or a dog?

the answer:

this dog belongs to my relative. and it is onli 2 months old. so CUTE!!! and its teeth is juz starting to come out, so it might bite. haha. dun think AJ will be afraid of it ba. haha

a dead man for 113...

2008-04-18T22:49:00.007+08:00

1st i juz hope i pass my 113... for i am totally dead. dun worry ppl, i will be pushing u all up the curve. =( skip a hell lot of qns. was totally blank-minded when i saw some of the qns. a lot of stupid mistakes. so all i hope for is to pass the module... so i can take calculus 3 next sem and i promise to study hard for it. lesson learnt, NV SLP AT 4AM IF U ARE HAVING PAPER THE NEXT DAY(although i dun like the idea of using caps but then i think this is a impt pt. took this chance to scold myself too.)

went hm rite after 113 paper. high time i do so since i stayed over the wkend. and finally get to see my grandma!!! haha. felt so bad to leave her alone at hm for so long. but then at least i was back liao. spend the whole morning and after at hm... ate lunch and dinner with her.

went to meet jw, xb and edwin for dinner... yes, i ate dinner again with them. haha. went to suntec to eat. went to the vegitarian restaurant to eat coz edwin is a vegitarian. the food was not too bad, will say it is nice ba. although i have pasta. after tt went to swiss delight(or was it swiss culture?? i forgot liao. getting old liao) to have fondue... not bad, think was the best i had ba, although the onli 1 i had was during class charlet, self-made fondue. haha. then took some pic of the fondue

and it seems the price of $15 for 1 was worth it, and we had 2. haha. so after satisfying our stomach, each of us went our own way. jw and me back to sch... staying in sch over the wkend... AGAIN then xb and edwin went back hm or think they went to study. so xb brought his laptop and stuff out for nothing. haha.

reach JP then went to buy bubble tea. then was Q-ing and thinking if i wan to buy. then after deciding tt i am getting, the lady at the counter asked the 1 behind me as she tot jw already bought my share too. then the lady behind me asked, "are u Q-ing?" then of coz i said yes, then she let me ordered 1st. seriously speaking, saw her standing at the JP enterance when jw and me walk past. then after getting the bubble tea told jw, the gal looks pretty. looks like all men are the same. heehee

2 down, 3 more to go!

2008-04-16T02:19:00.005+08:00

today finished accounting and 114!!! and there is juz 3 more to go b4 the exam totally ended! haha. but b4 tt, i have to go and pay my hall bill 1st. have a feeling tt i will forget bout it tml. haha. and i need to get the car to shift things back hm... so long nv drive liao. haha. kind of miss driving.

saw engchee at the bus stop after the paper, then he look super "废" as in look super tired like tt. haha. then he say i look more handsome now or rather better-looking. haha.

is it tt exam period wuld make ppl turn moody? due to stress or juz too high self expectation? we will nv know the answer unless we are the person in the picture. during NS i learn a truth tt i nv think of b4. it is totally bullsh*t when some1 says, "i understand how u are feeling now" or "i know wat it is like to be gg through this". there is NO way he/she will understand unless they went through the same thing. and i mean the SAME. however tt is nv possible. so wat are u suppose to say when u are comforting ppl? dun ask me, all i can think off are "dun worry, everything will turn out fine". but then sometimes it is juz enuff to let him/her knows tt some1 is always ready to listen and is there beside them. coz it is still up to them to disclose it anot.

juz came back from supper trip, went to the sun with jw and bought cup noodles. haha. lor mee flavour. 1st time trying it. haha. not too bad i wuld say. wortht the try.

wanted to tok bout this play tt aud (aka da jie) intro us to... was a NUS production ba, haha. sistic sold the tix for them loh. like so high class. and the place where the play is held.... NUS... haha. overall the play was funny and worth the tix price of $25 ba. haha. 3 hrs long. a gd relaxing play especially when exams are near.

once again i am slping ard 4am again!!! and it is not due to studying... something needs to be done. haha. something small could brighten up or make someone's day, so dun think tt it is too small to make an impact. (^^)

i'm back!!!!

2008-04-15T02:27:00.003+08:00

after 2 days of not being in my rm, i'm finally back!! although i am in sch, i was in jw's rm for the past few days, doing some "intensive" studying. ok, i did do some playing too, every1 needs a brk once in a while too man. but 1st, i have to say thanks to jw's parents who took the trouble to bring dinner down on sat evening. it was great!!! homecook soup, homecook veg, claypot rice, and not forgetting home-made almond jelly with longan. wat a dinner! then after tt was studying and playing all together.

its true tt sometimes its hard to study alone, u juz dun get the drive to do it, at least i know i wun have the drive like km and shihui who can study at hm and still have the self-discipline to do studying. really admire them. its real. haha.

and i have been slping at 4+ in the morning for the past few days. tt explain y i am still blogging now. haha

and of coz i am done with the revision liao, well, almost done.(hey, i did 3 past yr exam paper liao) but then i juz leave the rest to luck liao, wan to go slp liao. need a gd night slp so tt tml can think better.

this teddy is the one on jw's desk, it finished up all the chocolate in the tube, and was caught in the act. and its playing dead when i caught it. (i think tt explains how bored i was.)

and not forgetting jw's treat from his way back from JP where he went to ask some qns on accounting, not the elective but the core. so shiok to be drink something so hot when it is damn cold at night. haha. maybe i grow old liao, cant take this climate change anymore. haha.

things to be done tml, call starhub and ask bout my phoneline. pls forgive me if i nv reply ur sms, something is wrong with my line, tts all. not tt i juz dun wan to reply u or felt sian when saw ur name as the sender. haha

to my friends who are having exam, jiayou ba!

i know more bout myself today

2008-04-13T11:36:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-04-04T03:03:00.002+08:00

went to watch this movie with xb and sheng. not bad ba. juz tt a little off wat we knew in the bks as well as being on the tv drama. but in the end, the fighting scenes are not too bad.

after the movie went to supper at lavender. there we were joined by jiwei, peng, hanteng, aijia and aud. they all went for the "we will rock you" musical. is it call a musical? haha. then had a gd chat there. they are nv bored to be with. really helps me to feel cheerful again. so next time if any1 is feel down or something like tt, tell me. i'll try to get u to join in one of our "full-scale" supper trip. juz dun feel left out. take it as a trip to know more friends.(^^)

thx to sheng for driving me back hm. haha. reach hm ard 1am and then i decided not to slp liao. as i believe tt i wun be able to wake up after tt. haha. later lesson at 830am. so u know y liao.

suddenly wanted to take a look at the mascot for beijing 2008 olympics. coz i know there are 5 of them, juz tt dunno how they looked like yet. now tt i have seen them. how nice if i can get them and give them to some1. haha. they are cute mah. think all gals will die to own them??

chat with my grandma

2008-04-03T10:41:00.003+08:00

was telling my grandma tt today have no lesson as the tut was "cancelled" due to the tutor unable to make it. then she was preparing lunch. i then told her tt like tt gd coz will have 好料 eat. coz my grandma last night cook a soup with the 猪脚筋, something tt ppl cook during CNY. the conversation is as followed:

grandma (gm): these are from CNY de
me: tts y i say 好料, other ppl will keep until next CNY then use, where like us, eat it during a normal lunch and dinner
gm: of coz muz eat, dunno how long more i can eat these things
me: dun worry, sure have a lot of time since u still have to take care of me until i 28 where i get married *hope*
gm: by then i dunno i gone anot
me: wun, coz u still have to help me take care of my child. since u are doing such a gd job with ur grand-child (tts me) ur grand-child is such a gd person now (me again) of coz have to let u take care of my child.
gm: i failed in taking my child in hand yet u ask me to take care of ur children (due to something tt happened, i think better dun say y she say she failed. will be a long story)
me: aiyo, coz u failed b4 (joking de) then have the experience. then somemore now the grand-child u brought up like so gd now (still me) then ur grand-grand-child will be a even better man
gm: like real.
me: of coz, ur are bad at taking child, but u are best when it comes to grand-child.then of coz grand-grand-child will be even better. now ur grand-child (yes, still me) is a tiger, my child under ur guidence will become a dragon!
gm: dun blow too much, later ur wife say i so wat with ur child.
me: wun de, i will tell her tt under u, i became the man she love, so dun need to worry bout our child.
gm: we see loh
me: long time no hug liao...
(hug)
gm: next time ur wife see u hug me will nag or be unhappy de
me: next time i will hug u infront of her de loh
gm: she see then she will leave u loh
me: then how bout i get her to hug u and i stand 1 side and see?

tt brings the tok to an end. haha juz wan to share with all of u all

2008-04-03T09:22:00.005+08:00

so long nv tok to aud (my da jie, she calls me xiao mei... :( ) online liao... then yst took the time to 请教 her on some stuff. and it seems like it was worth the 请教-ing. haha. and the the past tense for sad is not sad-ed but it is sat (like in the case of send and sent as well as spend and spent). no bad right, i come up with something tt ppl could nv came up with. haha

wat i have concluded last night:
1) guys have to be decisive
2) have a bigger "heart"
3) dun belittle urself
4) wat u write on blog could cost ppl 不方便
5) do not have to own everything tt u like
6) there is always a time where one's patience pays off
7) do not have to try to be funny if u are not build with tt function
8) there is no way 1 could think in another person's view as we are toking about 2 different person here
9) ppl we love will always leave us at sometime of our life, therefore y not let them know we love them when they are still around
10)juz to make it perfect 10 onli. heehee

and the list goes on and on. and too much to put down liao. haha.

was watching YLBFB (shihui's fav show) and heard this song. i think it is super nice, 你是我的眼 by 萧煌奇 who is semi-blind due to a illness. every1 shld hear it... as for where, look for it urself. i so legal one, of coz wun download de. heehee

read my roomie's blog on his speech, super nice. will start to make ppl think back on their actions. hence ppl pls go read.

there was once my friend feels bad bout sms-ing a friend in caps. as the other party replied tt caps are link to shouting and insincerity (if i spell correctly) for eg nvm and NVM, see the diff?? its the same for all words tt are meant to have 抱歉 meaning to them. therefore i try to use less of caps when i tok online or blogging. so sry to all those who i have make them feel i am shouting or not being nice to them online indirectly... sorry...

ss asked me last night y i blog so much the night b4, hmmm, let me think, coz i have a lot of 感触 ba. haha. almost wanted to go watch movie yst... alone tt is, coz very sian at hm. then yijie aka xb called to ask if today wan to go out watch the 3 kingdom show. of coz on lah. haha. every1 is so chiong-ing for final, but i think there is a time where all shld relax a while and do some catching up with friends who are oso chiong-ing for final.

therefore if there is a time where u friend say no to outing coz his/her final is nearing while u are slack on ur free time with no exam to 烦 about, do not start to have the tots tt they dun take u as a friend anymore, and worst, showing it very obvious. it will juz make them feel sad and sian when they know about it. and of coz, its such a childish tot and act... then u shld be ashame of urself and ur action.

wat happened??

2008-04-02T11:42:00.002+08:00

ok, i think i was drunk last night again... as it seems like i have totally no idea of wat happened last night after blogging... the last thing i rmb was pouring another cup of the herb wine.. haha. and my shoulder hurts now... dunno if i bang into anything anot.. and y i said i was drunk? the bottle of herb wine was a new bottle yst, and this morning when i woke up, it onli 1/4 full liao. so i think i muz had quite a lot yst. drinking is bad for health, but then i think this shld be the other way round? haha

2008-04-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

dun ask me y am i blogging again.i am juz too lazy to edit the last entry. then if i add pic, then have to change a lot of things. think might as well juz have a new entry... say the drink in the cup? wat is it? well, it is not kopi-O, although i ah pek but then i onli drink kopi. haha. i prefer the colour of kopi. haha. wan to know wat it is?? go see the next pic. haha.

this is wat's in the cup juz now. haha. some herb wine ba. haha. my grandma was drinking so i decided to help myself to a few cups. thinking maybe it could make me feel better. haha. and tt cup was my 3rd? haha, gg for my 4th cup liao. haha

2008-04-01T22:21:00.004+08:00

i dunno wat happened to me, i juz lost interest in everything and it seems like i'm showing it very clearly. maybe there are things that i'm in no position to get upset or moody about, but then again, humans always make themselves moody even they know about it. for eg, i was quite angry yst, as for the reason its not so important, although i know tt i was in no position to be so. so again this prove my point. human always 自寻烦恼... maybe sometimes i may seem petty, and i dun deny it. juz tt i'm still trying to improve on it. juz give me time la.

dunno wat is wrong with my wrist, it juz hurt... dunno serious anot... and its hurting even when i'm blogging rite now.

watching CSI now, its so cool man!!! 1 of my fav drama. i would go for its movie if there is ever gg to be 1. then had my dinner juz now, maggi mee and chicken wing from bedok interchange.

then 20 mins later, all tt is left. haha. i'm hungry mah. the maggi mee is 2 packet somemore. heehee

2008-04-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

seems like i too am a human

kena con

2008-03-30T00:47:00.006+08:00

today had softball trg, was the last b4 exam, and onli SIX of us turned up. so it was like .... but in the end, the trg quite ok, at least, i think i corrected some of my mistake ba. haha. as usual after trg had lunch with the team. canteen 2 as usual. haha. wats so gd on having lunch on wkend in sch? dun have to Q so long. haha. but then sometimes when eat too much of sch food oso sian. maybe tt explains y there was a time i was not eating anything.

for those who were worried bout me, thx, i ok liao. have been eating dinner liao, or at least a bit everytime. haha.

then today kena con down to city hall to help aiting give out flyers. was suppose to meet her for dinner. asked km if she wanted to join too, lucky she have programme today so nv kena con down to help give out flyers. lucky she nv go or else i hai an extra person oso. haha. why she need me to help since the who-who is there to help her out liao. i think i juz there extra onli. heehee.

the who-who super hardworking. studied til this morning 7am then went to help aiting give out flyers in the afternoon. then after tt go back to study again. haha. as for who-who is who, u all ask her ba. heehee. then had dinner after tt, was at magic wok. then b4 tt aiting totally give her sis's bf no face. haha. although it might be wrong of wat he did, but then, haha. dun say so much. but i took great pleasure of suan-ing aiting and the who-who. no wonder they say revenge is swt. haha.

btw, if aiting ask u out tml in the afternoon, dun agree. dun be like me, a kind soul, to get con by her as she will be still having the flyer job and the who-who shld be there too. haha

reach hm onli i took a cold shower, coz think the morning trg gave me a bit of headache. think too heaty leh ba. then went to slp straight away... slp until 10pm like tt got woke up by a call from my sis... sian. haha, but i was glad i woke up coz..... haha.

then after tt i had some gd food, which is my grandma's cooking!! and wat she cooked, see wat she cooked ba.

fattening it might be, but it is shiok!!! i shld go help myself to another serving liao. haha.

saw this line on tv "when u see dead end ahead, hope is juz ard the corner" hope so ba... (^^)

2008-03-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

another wk has passed... and some1 today reminded me tt it is 2 more wks to exam liao... so fast. and i'm scared. dun laugh, although i too wan to laugh when i'm typing this... but then still, so fast this sem is finishing liao... sianzzz

now alone again in hall... y so sad? coz tml having softball trg. then i think if i go back, i wun come back tml morning. so might as well, save the transport fee too... but then again, suddenly feel so lonely in the rm. haha. on media player to the max vol, hope it could make me feel better, but then til now, not yet. haha.

watched the 111A presentation disc, i look so bad in there. haha. but wat to do, its over liao...

think i'm falling sick liao, feeling quite terrible...

111A presentation... so nervous...

2008-03-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

the biggest thing for today was 111A presentation... coz i nv memorize the speech yst, so was like so unprepared. haha met marilyn, km and aiting to go sch today, then km oso say she nv memorize her speech... so did reb and husna and shahul... in the end in the presentation almost every1 can rmb their speech but me. then somemore i think i super nervous until i too stiff. haha, but at least my voice was loud. and i was watching the video tt has us doing the presentation, i really suck in it. haha

then during the presentation, the teacher asked for our mini-disc to record the presentation. then we all nv buy coz wat we noe last time was tt we onli buy when we wan to be record. then coz last wk we all nv went for the other grps' presentation, it turns out tt we all have to buy the cd liao.

then as usual ppl dress better when there is a presentation, reb, husna and km was no different. both km and reb wore heels, and as i said, gals in heels looks so stunning. haha. *shy*, but it seems heels are a torture to them as km had to stop like 3 time from south to north spine to put plaster on her feet...

went for the CAB (colour award board) dinner at holland V. onli to realise tt its not main course but finger food... but then the food there not bad. then had a lot of fun too, making fun of guoyuan was the best. haha. after tt pei shaline who was at NUH and came to holland V. then juz pei her walk ard then went back hall to slp... but then in the end i'm still here blogging. haha.

shall stop here, playing dota liao. heehee.
PS: 2 more wks to exam and i have yet to start studying... sian.

unexpected call

2008-03-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

a guy called wrong no. then the conversation was as follow:
guy: is ah heng there?
me: (stunned a while) who?
guy: ah heng ah?
me: wrong no.
guy: orh, sry
me: its ok.
guy: ah? sry.
me: its ok
guy: ah? sry la
me: i say its ok
guy: orh
disclaimer: all the above conversation is carried out in chinese

i find the conversation so stupid. the best part, he called again like 15mins later and this time not looking for ah heng but ah ling. so i was like....

something scary happened at hm on sun... was playing computer and watching tv with my grandma at the same time, suddenly feels like drinking water so went to the kitchen. i switch on the lights and found the kettle on the stove. and was boiling water. so as usual, i went to lift the kettle up and found tt it is super light. then turn off the flame and ask my grandma she boiling water? she then like super shock like juz rmb so. then i offered to help her boil again as it seems that the water in the kettle has boiled UNTIL they dried up TOTALLY. then the scariest part is when i put the kettle in the sink, i heard the sound when u pour water over red hot metal. and i turn on the tap and the sound came again. so u can imagine how long it has been boiling w/o water liao. then my grandma explain tt she was actually seated in the kitchen to wait for the water to boil, and it seems like it was ME who told her tt the show start liao. then she left the kitchen and into the living rm to watch tv hence forgetting all about it. haha, so i am the one who cause this thing to happen. haha

so for the past few days quite worried to leave my grandma at hm alone... HAIZ.

then rushed the speech for 111A last night. had writer's block. cant think of how to get it start and move on. so decided to go play basketball withjiwei they all 1st. in the end i still nv complete the conclusion when i slp at 3am... and reb say conclusion so shiok since it is OTOT (own time own target) in the end, my conclusion part is the most rush since i onli have HALF a day to do instead of the whole wkend to do... haha. luckily complete it during the lect... haha.

today went hm with aiting and cc. then was toking ghost story with cc to scare aiting and then in the end we hai ourselves since aiting so scared until she dare not go hm alone. then cc and i have to see her until her doorstep. kns. then in the end took 27 with cc to go hougang to change to 87. reach hm onli at 12mn...

hope can have the tuition job at eunos... haha, somemore is friend's bro. see how ba, wish me luck. (^^)

Presentation

2008-03-21T14:21:00.003+08:00

finished the accounting presentation yst... not too bad juz tt was a bit nervous at the start. think my voice was shaking when i tried to present my answer. luckily at the back was much ok as i think i get used to the feeling of being in the front. now is juz have to focus at 111A liao.

yst super hardworking, stayed in lib to do work. 1st time so guai to be actually staying in there and not playing games. haha. after tt went hm with aiting, marilyn. had craving for laksa but then know its quite impossible. heehee. so juz have to make do with maggi mee liao. so i had my "dinner" at 1am instead. at least its an improvment from not taking dinner. haha, i think it is the sch food ba if not i have no explaination for it liao. heehee. and i saved quite a lot by juz having a meal a day. super money saver.

as usual, when reach hm i have super late night, and my grandma "scolded" me again for taking day as night and night as day. but then juz dunno y that juz wun be able to slp early ba. haha.

wat a way to spend my gd friday... woke up at 1pm, then play game and watch tv all the way. looks like i will need to start studying tml liao. if not sure die for final. for example 214 i have no idea wat they are toking about. those thinking wat is 214, it is number theory. totally lost from the wk of recess wk til now. bobian, coz during lect, i cant understand wat the lect is toking then as a result took PSP from baolong and start playing. haha, wat gd students we are... last time is dun understand have to try to work ur answer from watever u have learn. now is watever u dun noe how to do, it will be option E: none of the above. haha. luckily the final for 214 is MCQ. hope it is real ba, haha

its bad...

2008-03-18T19:23:00.002+08:00

something has to be happening to me... either gd or bad... i dun feel like myself since the start of this wk. having blur vision at times, and i dun think its time for me to wear glasses yet. it happened at least 4 times while i'm reading the HR textbk last night. everything seem so blur and i have to look away b4 looking back at the bk again. then there is oso the sudden lost in interest for meals... i have skip yst's and today's dinner again. dun ask me y too. juz suddenly dun have the mood or 胃口 to eat. could it be... nvm. then fallen sick due to sishan, nicknamed "the online flu virus". tok to her online onli i'm down with flu for the past 3 days liao. and it is getting worst.

exams are coming liao...

2008-03-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

4 more wks to exam and i am still so slack... still playing games, surfing net, buy + reading comic and listening to music. help me pls!!! haha. i know i shld not be so slack but looks like i onli say more than i act... so pls sishan if are gg to start studying pls call me along... i wun be able to study on my own, no self-management.

went out today, followed km to get the things she ordered online, coz it is in west mall. think she asked a few ba, and i think onli i said ok. haha. y not since i have nothing on oso. heehee. was late for the meeting with her coz too engross in TV liao. haha. *shhh... dun tell her arh* then met her at outram to go to west mall. when halfway in the train she said get off. i was like thinking, we are suppose to alight at jurong east mah. how come like get off like onli 1 stop after outram (fine, i admit i dunno how to spell the station's name) then she said the person last min told her tt wun be able to make it. then km was like in a rage loh, so a word of advise, dun make her angry... SUPER scary.

after tt went to tampines to pei her make her specs... went there and waited for her sis to come help her decide which frame to take. and after tt i was suppose to go to singtel to do something, but then when see the Q, i forget it like, the ppl there was like siao loh, i think singtel is giving out gd promotion again. tt explains the crowd. saw km's sis, not as skinny as wat i expected coz km was like keep saying how thin her sis is and how "fat" she is when compared to her sis. and for those who know her, km is not big size at all... so u can try to imagine how skinny her sis will be if km is fat compared to her... but then have to say her sis not bad-looking... long hair... haha. gals in long hair looks nice mah... in heels looks even more stunning. heehee

came hm on friday and i almost cant enter the house. coz my grandma dun expect me to be back. coz i'm always back hm on sat. but this wk trg cancel due to the field is in no condition to play. been raining got the past few days mah... then as i was saying, my grandma lock the wooden door or rather ledge it. so i could not open the wooden door. then i knock on the door but i can hear the TV is on since my grandma likes to on the volume to quite high as she cant hear clearly. i was like thinking "SH*T, will she cant hear tt i'm knocking on the door." then i tried the door bell which AGAIN was faulty. haha. lucky i think she heard knocking so she came to open the door. she opened a small gap to see who is it at the door, when she say me she said "aiyo, its u ah. i tot who is it knocking on the door so late" *she said tt in chinese cum hokkien, for those non-chinese viewer (if there is any) or those taking malay and is studying so hard until they forgot chinese, i change it to english* i reach hm at 8.30pm like tt.

was in sch doing the accounting presentation coz i scared at hm no internet mah. so finished it and send it to km in sch. then thx CC for sending me and aiting to hougang. although no bedok but still THANKS, *does it soind so fake?* then in the car was like suan-ing aiting together with CC, think CC's father will be quite worried, coz his daughter know such a weird person in sch. i mean aiting not me. haha

then when i reach hm, my grandma say there is nothing to eat coz she asked if i had my dinner liao anot. then i say its ok, i'll fixed my own dinner. dun wan to trouble her. then i cooked macaroni with the soup my grandma prepared for her dinner. i keep cooking coz i always have the impression tt it will expand til very big then is cooked. so i waited and waited like for 20mins. my grandma then came into the kitchen and said, "they wun expand one, its the mini type." i was like -.-''' still have mini type ah. but then she did brought her point across. haha.

was having my dinner when my grandma came out from her room. i could not stop myself from taking photo of her. reason: she nv wear like this b4, she look so cute in these. dun believe, take a look urself. she nv wear long slevees one loh, but then i think its so cold these few days that she is forced to wear these. haha.

i'm really grateful for my grandma, dunno wat i would be if not without her. wonder if i would turn bad and dropped sch half-way since she took the troubled of looking after us when my mum was trying to stablize her business. she always said, there are ppl who told her, y bother looking after 外孙? coz u know tt older gen have the thinking tt 外孙 are not as gd as 内孙. so yeah. and she really had a hard time looking after the 3 of us, (my sis, me and my younger brother)

thanks grandma.

cold cold day

2008-03-13T20:08:00.003+08:00

today had 214 mid-term. super hard... any qns tt dunno how to do will be none of the above. coz the CA was MCQ. and it has been confirm today tt the final will oso be MCQ. so HURRAY to MCQ!!!! juz came back from dinner with shaline. super cold the weather. then now thinking if i shld bathe anot... ok, i will bathe, dun call me dirty. at least my hall is with 24/7 heater, so not too bad.

went off early for acct tut. coz quite useless at the back since nothing is like gg on except 1 guy is trying to bring his pt across and almost wanted to fight liao. he even said the tutor is wrong. he is such a poor communicator since he cant get his pt across. haha. then during 111A, km and reb suddenly shouted out cast in the class which send the whole class to silence mood and focus on them. its so funny coz the class was super noisy, then they 2 suddenly shouted the class turned quiet. then they both super zhi high.

yst went out with yijie to JP to try the new food-court. then kena 'PS' by HT. tot yijie told him tt we are eating out liao. turns out he doesn't know and went back to hall instead. then tt night we 2 ate a lot sia. had 肉骨茶 and a big serving of 福建虾面, and we are still not full. so went inside JP to buy a box of egg tarts (5 of them) to share among the 2 of us. plus a bottle of soya bean drink. and tts not all!! help jw & sheng to pack 福建虾面. as usual jw cant finish so help him to finish oso. on top of tt helped jw to clear the pineapple tarts (a total of 6,7 of them) tt his mum bake during the CNY. haha. think i will grow fat de loh, if i eat like this everyday. haha.

super cold these few days. keep raining. hate raining days, makes me want to slp. then today almost fall down while on the way to acct tut. lucky my balance not bad. heehee. nv exercise this wk oso. hope the next 2 days dun rain so at least there will be softball trg, at least its a sport tt i think i'm still not too bad in. heehee. looks like today have to wear jeans to slp liao, thats the onli long pants tt i have in hall. haha.

2008-03-12T01:19:00.002+08:00

ok, stop nagging, i'm blogging liao. thx to ss who say i nv blog at all. haha. coz nothing much to say and lazy to log in mah, think tt explains y my last blog died. haha

drove to sch on sunday night, then send jw,sheng,xb and rachel (who happens to be jw's childhood friend) back to sch. then went to celebrate PJ's birthday in her rm, having like close to 15 ppl in 1 rm is really cramp loh.

monday was e-learning wk for acct, so no lect. then in the end decided to do acct presentation (and we are suppose to present onli on the 20th march, all coz auntie huay wants to meet and finish fast) met with the grp member who is like super long nv see at all since he like nv go for lect. tot can like do some qns b4 gg off onli to find out tt he haven read up on the chapter since its e-learning. although i oso haven. haha. then decided tt we will juz share the qns and complete it at hm and send to juz 1 person who will put them all together. who else but me since i was like the one to call him out for meeting. after tt went to watch rule #1 with shihui and km. km managed to con shihui out to watch horror movie. haha. then in the end i sitted btw them and see them like not watching the movie for most of the time. shihui will like turn away while km have the jacket's hood over her head and her eyes placed in front of her eyes. she juz watch the movie through the slit btw her fingers. although i muz admit tt there was 1 part where i was quite scared too, and i covered my ears. haha. normal for human being to be afraid mah.

then after tt realised tt i was recommended into the trail for the so-called east VS west hall soccer trial for the east team. was surprise when i saw my name in the e-mail. but then too bad since i have HR lect on tues, so cant make it. bobian... but then today was raining the whole day, hope they postpone it ba.

something to share

2008-03-08T02:57:00.002+08:00

After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie.She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you".

The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.

"What's wrong, are you well?" she asked?My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news."I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us".She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much".

That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary.She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.

"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed," she said, as she got into the car. "They can't wait to hear about our meeting".We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.

After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips."It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said."Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded.

During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation, nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie.As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you".I agreed.

"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home."Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered.

A few days later, my mother die of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have a chance to do anything for her. Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined.

An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son".

At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: 'I LOVE YOU' and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till 'some other time.

'Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby.... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, 'normal' is history.

Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct... somebody never took a three-year-old shopping.

Somebody said being a mother is boring... somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit.

Somebody said if you're a 'good' mother, your child will 'turn out good'... somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee.

Somebody said 'good' mothers never raise their voices... somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window.

Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother... somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math.

Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first .... somebody doesn't have two children.

Somebody said a mother can find all the answers to her child-rearing questions in the books... somebody never had a child stuff beans up his nose or in his ears.

Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery... somebody never watched her 'baby' get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten... or on a plane headed for military 'boot camp.'

Somebody said a mother can do her job with her eyes closed and one hand tied behind her back... somebody never organized seven giggling Brownies to sell cookies.

Somebody said a mother can stop worrying after her child gets married... somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in- law to a mother's heart strings.

Somebody said a mother's job is done when her last child leaves home... somebody never had grandchildren.

Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you don't need to tell her... somebody isn't a mother.

Pass this along to all the 'mothers' in your life and to everyone who ever had a mother. This isn't just about being a mother; it's about appreciating the people in your life while you have them... no matter who that person is.

love ur mum, they had a hard job and time in bringing u up. for those brought up by grandma, love them more, they brought up ur mum and now u.

sch restarts......

2008-03-08T02:15:00.006+08:00

1 wk so fast pass liao. time really flies, we shld treasure all the time we have and present. but then again the recess wk not much of a holi coz i came back on tues and wed for HAVOC meeting and photo shot. then was suppose to come back on fri and sat for softball trg, then i overslp. something tt is like a norm now since i juz overslp yst and nv go for my lect. i really start to be like a pig liao.

then the 1st wk when sch starts, i had quiz liao. think shld be ok ba since not a lot of things is being tested. having quiz for 113 like every 2 wks. so getting use to it liao. then monday as usual had basketball game at night.

tuesday have HAVOC meeting as usual. but b4 the meeting was suppose to play soccer with NDU guys, then i tot they were gg to be at SRC. when i reach there, i suddenly reaslised tt they are at NIE instead. then walk back to hall and was planning to slp. then saw manfred playing soccer and they were short of a player, so joined them. when more ppl started showing up, i went to join shihui and sishan to run. (so sporty sia).

wed then went to play badminton with km at paris ris. was suppose to play at tampines, then the sport complex's badminton court was close for upgrade. then have to go over there. we were suppose to meet at 1030am, then i overslp so left sch onli at 940am, so change the time to 11am like tt. when i reach tampines sport complex, i realised tt the court was not open so called km onli to find out she is still in punggol waiting for bus... it was like... so slow. haha. then after tt went hm to study for the acct quiz which is on thurs, and i have 20 chapters to cover. not i booasting but i completed 16 chapter b4 i went to slp.

thursday came, was studying acct during 214 lect. haha, then when baolong's PSP came out, there goes the bk. ha. luckily the quiz not too hard, managed to score 17/20. not bad for a last min loh. then km dun even realise tt all the quiz qns are given at random. dunno she really so blur or juz 作效果. then after seeing her up the bus after 111A, went to have dinner with aiting at can A. after tt went to watch the hall idol at hall 3. it was a joint event by hall 4,5 and 7. and although the winner was a gal from hall 7, boon liang stunned us with his singing voice coz it was so diff from the way he normally toks. but then he came in 2nd which even my friend, shaline from hall 4 say he shld have won. haha

friday woke up late again. then nv go for lect. so slack sia. dunno how to survive for final term. went to tampines to recee the location of game play. then after tt came back hall again for sch trg. so tired sia, went from west to east then back to west again. fall aslp in train, then when i open my eyes, saw an old lady standing in front of me. i jumped up and gave her my seat. now tt i think back, i shld have looked super funny coz i really like jumped up from my seat. plus juz moments earlier i was like slping so soundly. hate those who dun offer seats to old ppl and juz sit there like its no big deal.

later after trg went to play soccer with shihui, shaline and cc. a guy with 3 gals. so like charlie's angles. haha. cc is the charlie and we 3 are the angles. haha. after tt see cc back to her hall and stayed there to tok for a few hrs until pam came back. we were so loud... ok, i was so loud til the hall fellow have to come up to get US lower the volume. then came back to hall to blog when i was suppose to wake up tml early. haha. hope can wake up ba.

here is some photo tt shili, my grp's da jie (although she is 1 yr younger than me) took using her HP.

RECESS WK LOH!!!! but still have to be back in sch almost everyday...

2008-02-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

today is the start of recess wk. so happy and sad. i will have to be back in sch on tues and wed for meeting. then dun think i will be so hardworking to study ba. recess wk was suppose for us to catch up with all the sch work we've been lagging behind.

juz finished sch softball trg, and i BATHE liao! haha. told marilyn yst tt i'm in the sch team then she said nv expect me to be so sporty. i dun look sporty meh? although i'm not tan but not so bad til ppl dun think i play sports ba. then today was told tt i'll have to train hard on being 3rd base. so happy to move inwards. used to play as an out-fielder, now upgrade to an in-fielder liao. haha... think i'm improving but then will need more time to be gd enuff ba. still having throws tt are gg out of place and sometimes i think not confidence enuff. so yeah... shall work hard!!! jia you!!!

was toking to aud on msn the other day. then she comment on 1 of the entry bout the holding onto the past. she told me, " we hold onto them coz they are precious memories to us. and they are the 1 tt make us wat we are now" so i shld share this meaningful line to all those who are holding on the the past, regerdless of gd or bad. i'm such a gd person. heehee

shld stop liao, gg hm now, to play mahjong if everything is gg as planned. heehee

Tiring Day

2008-02-19T09:42:00.002+08:00

yst was super tiring... got lab at 830, so woke up at 6am. was late for the lab by a bit coz i was too lazy to leave the house early then the bus became very crowded. reach outram at onli 740am. was late. haha.

in the lab, nv really understand wat the tutor was toking. in fact we(baolong,km,reb and me) were nv paying any attentation.was juz waiting for time to pass and to hand up our "answer". in the meantime, baolong intro me a online mahjong game. quite fun. haha.

after tt is the same as usual, tut from 1030 to 1230 then 130 to 400 lessons. super slack. but then today we all decided to skip 114 tut. and went to nie to eat. haha. and we were suppose to be working hard this sem. during acct i was really slpy loh, then the notes they rearrange so cant follow aiting's notes liao. have to prt again...

went to watch CJ7 with aiting,CC and shihui. wasn't very nice except for some parts where the kid really make ppl laugh with her facial expressions. think tt was the onli part i laughed ba. then after movie rush back to hall for meeting and started at 10pm ended at ard 12mn. and this is actually one of the fastest meeting liao. haha. coz nothing much to change.

y is it tt human always hold on to the past and refuse to let go? even if they noe its fruitless and yet sometimes they refuse to admit it. wats the pt of looking back when one shld be forward looking. still rmbed a phrase from xiao ding dang "the reason y our eyes are located at the front is so tt each of us can be forward looking and not keep holding on to the past" nv expect a comic to have such gd advise, haha. but seriously, how many of us can actually do tt? can u??

dun drink on empty stomach

2008-02-17T20:56:00.003+08:00

slp til 12noon today, dunno y slp til so gd, maybe coz i was a bit drunk last night. yst got rather high coz i had 2 cans of tiger beer on empty stomach. rmbed blogging someway back tt i can drink quite a lot, so tt wuld mean tt drinking on empty stomach is really bad. and u get drunk rather easier. so the thing i learned last night, nv drink on empty stomach. haha

read a friend's blog on forgive and forget. and its says tt when some1 forgives and forget, one of the reason could be tt person/thing means nothing to u in the 1st place. but then i disagree with this pt. i believe tt its is exactly too impt tt y ppl choose to forgive and forget and let things be back to normal instead of juz rmbing the bad things. if 1 do rmb the negative things, it will nv be the same no matter wat the other party does. even if it is a very serious mistake, it will still be forgiven and forgot if the other is very impt to u. at least tt is wat i believe in. these might be my views onli but then i'm happy tt i shared it with u all. (^^)

update 2 of 2

2008-02-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

then came V-day, went to movie with shihui and CC since we all are the leftovers where no ppl ask us out. so went out to watch kungfu dunk. the start was a bit funny but the to the end was quite boring liao. nv go to entertainment center to watch movie unless u can get the last row, and i mean LAST row, even the last 2nd oso cant. coz the screen super high. and imagine we sat at the 1st third row. the back was brking loh. SS came to meet us after tt, went to sing k-box until 3am like tt. everyone super high. then CC was like pitch prefect loh. stunned!! ha. then they say i can hit quite high notes for a guy. i oso stunned(1st time ppl praise me when singing) haha. sang a lot of songs then shihui onli ordered show's song making me waking up the next day with his songs in my mind. haha.

on friday was following my grandma to have yusheng. and i tot really onli yusheng so b4 tt went to eat with mari, km and SS at bedok 86 which happened to be mari's grandma's coffeeshop while my mum has a stall there too. ate my mum's seafood stall then mari's uncle gave us drinks for FREE!!! haha. so after the dinner, the went to NTUC to shop and showed their auntie side liao. mari and km was like "wow, the conditioner very cheap here!!! onli $4.25!!!" and it was quite loud until the REAL auntie beside them cant helped laugh. drove them hm and was late for meeting my grandma coz got quite a bad jam at the TPE exit. doing some road work there, so stupid, who does road work when it is peak hr?

went back to sch for softball trg and i performed sia!! one of the best performer today. so happy!! haha, so long nv been in the spotlight for doing well in sports liao. then after tt drove km to buy some chocolates. ALMOST got lost but somehow managed to find our way to clarke quay. then she was like shopping for almost and hr or so, gals really can shop sia. then i oso joined her in shopping and bought some snacks tt was very nice according to her. so shld try and see how. haha. then drove her back, and i LISTENED to her on how to go back to her place. haha. starting she was like very sure then turned unsure. when it was the right way she was like "i told u so." then almost got into accident today. kena horn by the driver of the lorry. haha. lucky nv or else how to jiao dai to the family of km. no matter who is in the car oso the same, if anything happened it wuld have been my fault liao. so lucky nothing happened.

the sad part is... i returned the van liao... so wun be driving much liao. so sad. if i wan to drive then have to inform my mum like 2 day in advance coz the van will be with someone else.then i can onli ask for the car when things are planned properly liao.

shall stop blogging liao, let me go "cry" over the "lost" of the van. haha. jking lah, i'm still alive even w/o the van.

updates 1 of 2

2008-02-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

1st too lazy to blog for the past 1 wk or so.too lazy to think of wat to write. so if there is any1 waiting for new entry, here it is. went to sishan's place to get angbao on the 11th,drove marilyn to compass pt where we were suppose to meet the others there. then met pam then cc then shihui. aiting the one who said meet at 11 was like late for bout an hr and she had to leave by 2pm like tt.but then km was the latest,bout 1hr 15mins late.aiting dress until she's expecting like tt. not that its not nice juz tt the colour makes ppl thinks she is expecting somemore she so skinny. then km came along and the whole grp got a shock, she wore a dress then was super pretty loh. but then all suan her by asking her if she is gg to sentosa. haha

then i went SS's place to cook.imagine me cooking at her place. was quite funny. i did the butter sotong coz the gals (shihui,SS) say they wan. then bobian since i'm the "dajie". then think i took like an hr to prepare the food, even SS's mum wanted to learn from me. so shy... haha.

after tt drove some to compass pt, imagine i have 9 ppl in my van when it is suppose to have max 5 person(inculding driver) try imagine how pack it was(although its a very short trip). lucky nv kena caught or else there goes my licence liao. then at compass pt drop almost all but pam,km and mari since they are gg to the east side. picked one of km's friend oso. then here comes the most peiseh part:

drove mari to her place, then was suppose to drive in. waited at the guard post for the clearance and when given, i stalled the van at the slope. the guard then was like laughing at me. then in my car was mari,pam,km and her friend. so peiseh. haha

then drop the rest of them at CS then go to jiwei's place liao. busy man, went to 2 houses in a day. haha. this yr super different, we gamble "brightly" in jiwei's place, last time was have to do it dark dark. this yr super "bright" gambled in his living rm. everyone was like "are we suppose to do this?" haha. then 1st time finished up the steamboat at jiwei's place, ate super a lot.

stayed at jiwei's place for the whole night then go for brkfast at bout 6++am. went hm then slp ard 7++. then woke up at 11am. super not enuff slp. haha.

2 days b4 V-day drove SS, CC and shihui ard to buy their things for the cheesecake on tuesday, drove to IMM to buy the special cheese they need for the cheesecake. then it was like 11++ gg to be 12mn. then IMM super-mart closed liao, then have to go to holland V cold storage to buy. lucky have. then went back to sch to make the cheesecake. make til like bout 3am+ then slp over at SS's hall, not juz me, shihui and CC oso stayed over AND i slp on the floor! haha. nothing happened tt night, we all are clean de.

woke up ard 6.30am to drive out of sch onli to reach hm ard 9++am coz took a stop in the mid of journey then became tired then slp in the van from 7+ to bout 9am. was suppose to go back sch for lesson but then wat the heck, juz go back hm to slp. haha.

at night went to play netball. its a weekly thing ok, and i'm starting to get a hang of it. haha. its super tiring loh, have to keep running. at least help me to lose fats. haha.

for the past few days

2008-02-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

went back to MJ on wed, then say hi to mdm koh, this time is go back with my uni friends who are 2 yrs my juniors. they who i have nv met b4 until i entered NTU. then they are oso under mdm koh oso. there really change a lot. took a few pics of the area beside the central stair, its change til so nice.

new yr coming so added a new member to the family, this plant my grandma choose for a long time then took a long time in putting the things up oso, nice?

HAPPY CNY!!!!! the same for every CNY, i'm always at hm waiting for ppl to come and give me angbao, dun need to go anywhere. the reason, i'm living with my grandma!!! haha, so spare me all the trouble of gg ard. haha but then this yrs reunion dinner(RD) a bit disappointing. maybe its i used to wat its like last time where we wuld all eat together then after tt will play cards and 'earn' money. but then this yr is like every1 comes at different time then all nv bother to stay longer, each family juz eat the dinner then after tt a while later they wuld go off liao. i really feel sad for my grandma who spent so much effort in preparing all the things and the others juz eat and go off. but then at least my grandma gets to play MJ with my sis and brother-in-law and 1 of my sis's friend. in the end i have to wait til 2amplus b4 having my RD with my grandma. btw, I GOT MY 1ST ANGBAO FROM MY SIS!!!! haha, the advantage of having elder sis/bro who got married. haha.

e 2nd day of CNY was quite bad, my youngest uncle came but left w/o eating lunch, then again i feel sad for my grandma again. sis came in the afternoon and then had MJ session again, where i lost $120 in the 1st 2 rds. then had another 2 more rds after dinner where i manage to gain back $40. wat a way to start my CNY, on the losing side.

hope the next few days will be better in luck! haha

tired...

2008-02-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

todays 114 quiz super easy!!!! was shock when i got the paper, tot they gave the wrong qns. haha. then was slping throughout the accounting lect. was so tired, went alone... poor poor me. :P then wasn't listening to wat the prof was toking 50% of the time. but then at least i did understand a bit then i start to feel slpy.

as usual, came back from the monday mid-night basketball game. well, i wun say i'm very gd in it but as wat i said b4, its a gd time for me to catch up with my jc friends. they are the friends tt i have tt is the closest liao. ( of coz not forgetting those from NUS and SMU. better include them or else u nv know...) as i was saying, haha. went to JP to have dinner with soohin, jiwei, yijie and david. as usual went to the foodcourt to eat. had the korean food again, this time is the saba fish with chicken combo. seriously, i think tt the set with juz either pork or chicken is more worth it. at least its more fulling. not like the 1 i had juz now, not even 1/2 full. ( i admit tt i do have a huge stomach, its a blessing to be able to eat mah)

after the dinner went to shop for CNY clothes in JP. yes, i noe its super last min but then its the best since i wun have much time to think bout it. its much faster this way too. i'll juz buy clothes tt i see and i like. so wun waste much time. i juz hate to like walk ard w/o knowing wat i wan to buy, but if at least i buy something tt i wanted, i dun mind walking ard to have a look. tts y if wan ask me to go shopping, i muz be really free, but then again, i dunno how to say no if friends ask me go window shopping with them. haha. so hard to handle rite? haha. and of coz on the way back to hall, went to have a look ard the pasar malam. and then had a few bites here and there. got david to buy cheese tofu, then steal 1 from him. seriously its quite nice. 1st time trying tt. haha. then bought a jacket oso. which my friends say i buy things w/o thinking. haha, maybe tt explains y i'm so poor now.

show u all my new jacket.

NICE??? haha

late liao, go slp liao.

Hmmm

2008-02-03T11:52:00.000+08:00

Cancer Mythology
The sign Cancer is symbolized by the Crab.Your sign's element is Water. Cancer is ruled by the Moon.You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting with friends. Cancer is sentimental, sensitive, and needs to have a sense of security. Cancer may be interested in politics even if it's only on the local level. You tend to over protect what is yours. Cancer is intensely romantic and has a vivid imagination. Your home and family are very important to you.

Possible negative aspects of the sign Cancer: You can be cruel, grasping, weak, possessive, domineering, timid, lazy and tend toward brooding and cynicism.

You should date a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius. If you're looking for a person who can hold up their end of the conversation, are sociable, and have tons of friends, then an Air sign is exactly who you need! Though Air signs can come off as pompous at

Is it True??

2008-01-29T15:41:00.000+08:00

July (month of birth)

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Cooking day

2008-01-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

wkend nv blog coz no internet. :( so here i am again!!! haha.

1st shld say wat happen on sat:

sat was the softball QF. and all i have was the new players coz due to "some" issues the others aka seniors cant make it. and i feel so like kena PS. so much for IHG is very impt to us. although we lost to hall 2, i'm proud of my players who were playing their hearts out under the hot sun.

then now goes to sun, the most eventful day. haha, coz i was the 1 cooking for lunch and dinner. for ppl who are doubting this, yes i do cook and i can cook. haha.

promised to cook and although somethings nv turn out the way i wanted and quite sad over tt, i guess its juz life and i have to learn from it ba. and of coz i still cooked for my grandma. 1st up was lunch where i cook "butter sotong". for those who ate it b4 u know how gd it taste. haha. and since i was cooking and handphone was nearby, i took some photos. take a look.

主角--- The Giant "Sotong"

主角-- After My Gd Slicing Skill

After the Flour Bath

Hot Oil Bath (got hit by the hot oil ard the eye area)

金黄色

After the stir fried with butter, suger and oyster sauce
牛油苏东

The dinner dishes- 1)"Sotong" in thai chilli sauce
2) fried fish
3) 猪肉带子蘑菇汤

Dun wonder, it is really cooked by me!!!! w/o any help! and i'm proud of it. haha.

my grandma always say i'm sure to be the one cooking when i'm married instead of my wife. y not i would always say. i see no wrong in guys doing cooking. if i'm a better cook then y make my stomach suffer? haha.

sometime i think i think too much and always think that a person always appear to be either moody or is being troubled and hence i wuld keep asking. but then of coz i wuld stop after some try, and after that i wuld think tt is it coz i'm the 1 asking? looks like i'm a super negative person. i'm always afraid of gg out in grp of 2 as in i and the other person, coz i'm always out of topic and i wuld feel demoralize if there is a long silence. i'll start thinking if its a mistake to actually ask tt person out and if they wuld feel bored as i belive an outing there is sure to be a lot of things tt can be tok on. see, another eg of negative thinking plus super low-confidence. haha.

conversation is an action that not onli consists of a person but it takes 2 or more to carry on. actually i'm already lost on wat i'm trying to say. and i think i sound like crap. haha.

need to go off to do something liao, shld carry on my thinkings when i think of something thats worthy.

not so true ba....

2008-01-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

You Are From Mercury

You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows.
You probably never leave home without your cell phone!
You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you.
You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer.
Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.

Alone...

2008-01-25T18:32:00.000+08:00

once again, alone in hall. how long has it been since i'm alone in hall on a friday night. and seriously, the feeling sucks. haha.

today dunno blow wat wind, aiting, marilyn and km all wore "dress". and aiting and marilyn were as usual asking ppl whether they look nice anot. nothing surprising. celebrated km's bday today, but was a super short celebration. juz got her to blow the candles then spilt the cake then its juz another day. although a lot of laughter during the gift sessions, due to the jacket being super over-size and getting the jacket dirty on the very day she got it.

after that went swimming with jeff, he suddenly ask wan go swim anot, then i juz agreed since i nv swim once i ORDed. so went ard asking for swimming googles and then went down to the pool. stayed in the pool from 12 all the way to bout 1.30pm. well, not bad since its like almost 6 mths since i last went swimming. come to think of it, my swimming skill drop liao, last time during NS can swim for like 2 hrs plus w/o feeling tired, somemore swim in the sea. now juz a few laps i start to feel tired liao. then forgot to warm up b4 the swim, lucky nv cramp while swimming or else will be so peiseh, let ppl noe they sure say "wow, diver cramp in water ah" :P

then was toking to jeff and 1 of his friend in the pool for the last 30mins or so, then was toking bout life in NDU where we served our NS. both of us agreed that NDU life was fun and it was something to rmb as no a lot of ppl gets to go in there and experience wat we went through like sea circuit, long sea swim, night dive and the best part hellwk. and its hard to tell ppl wat is the things we went through as i believe that no one would understand wat u went through unless he/she went through it themselves. and jeff's friend was saying he onli knew 1 diver who went ard booasting how tough the trg was. i agree that our trg was tough but then its not rite to go out there and suan other units as we nv went through their trg. jeff agreed to that pt too as he thinks different unit has they own hardship that is to be underwent.

this tok makes me wonder if ppl muz go through something or loses something b4 they realised the imptance of it? we always see egs of how ppl onli realised how impt somebody is to them when they lost them. and by then things are always too late. y is it that ppl cant see this b4 these things happened?

human relations are so hard to understand, sometimes when one trys hard to stay in contact, it juz wun work out, and when no effort is being put in, one starts to wonder if its rite to juz let the 2 of us drift apart. there are times where i'm lost of words in front of others not becoz i have nothing to say but then i know i'm not gd with words and hence i believe less tok means less chance of making mistake.

shld not blog anymore liao, start to feel negative liao. haha. shld rest my body and mind for tml's softball QF. wish me luck. (^^)

I'm BACK

2008-01-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

well, its early in the morning liao, and finally i started blogging after missing so many days. shld update on wat happened on the past few days or wks. :P 1st, had shenghua's bday celebration at k-box at leisure park at kalleng. its was fun since almost the whole class shown up, including those who dun normally go for k-box, like weipeng, aud, hweeching, aijia. so it was really happening.haha, another class outing activity liao. sang so many songs til my throat cant take it anymore, sang from 10pm all the way to 2plus am and some carry on til 4am which is the closing time. i left early since i have things on the next day. but then aijia was quite a gd singer. so next time have muz call the gals alone oso, we have so many un-scouted talent in our class. haha
Pic of Me Singing (Dunno How to Turn It Ard)

Grp Photo of K-Box

after that i believe was gg to MJC to celebrate mdm koh's bday. the onli teacher that our class has such a strong bond with. the funny thing was tat we got her herb for her bday since she was pregnant. but then think herb is quite a funny present ba. heehee. but at least it shows our heart. haha. even thinking of getting her baby a gift when she/he is born.

after this event if i nv rmb wrongly would be aiting's bday liao. we super budget, bought cream and some fruits since that was her fav. then we make our own cake. haha. but then we nv save on her present ok, bought her gucci perfume. tts the reason y we have to be budget on her cake. all broke after buying that present. haha. then she was suppose to take the fruits out of the cream with her mouth onli. but then she took so long until jeff cant take it and push her head into the cream since he and bao-tai are in a rush. haha. was such a funny sight.

finally the sch softball team are having trg again. how glad i am that the trg has started. at least i can start trg for the new season. haha. was having fun during the trg, and after the trg went to ate at canteen 2 with the team and it was a gd bonding session since not all of us are still sching in NTU, most of the players esp the gals are alrdy working outside liao. so it was nice that they could come down to trg.

after the trg went hm to rest then went to meet shihui, cc, marilyn, km and wenting for dinner at marina square. wasted 20-30mins looking for a parking slot there. then after the dinner drove the gals hm. and it turns out that i almost lost my way a few times. hey, i'm still a newbie on the road ok! let me have more chance to learn. haha, although i lost my way a few times, i dun feel peiseh since all the ppl in the car i know them. then y not be the joker once. let them have a gd laugh, at least i can bring laughter to them. its better than being 1 that would onli make friends upset and unhappy coz of own actions. that would be so selfish. dun u agree?

went to play bball with xb, my roomie ht, jw, hua, david. they are all my JC classmates, glad that i know them as they are always there for me and make me feel i'm wanted. haha. maybe i think too much liao. after the ball game went for a run with ht and david. so tired now. haha. but at least it makes up for not running earlier in the day.

sometimes i wonder if it is true that one shld find someone who like u more than u likes him/her so tt u wun be so tired in the relationship. i've been hearing bout this from my friends a lot of time and i was always wondering if its true. does it matter who likes who more or who loves who more? isnt a relationship bout giving and taking? in that case y worry and think so much bout who likes/loves who more? isnt a relationship btw 2 person who has the same feeling for each other? juz some thinking that i choose to think bout. haha

super tired now, shld stop blog liao. gd night to all that will be reading this. (^^)

sch network sucks

2008-01-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

was sitting in front of the com to wait for the add/drop period. tot could have everything done b4 10.30 then can go for lect. ended up everything i plan screwed up then have to wait until 11plus close to 12 then settle everything. things included: changing my core index, adding acct as elective and now trying to change the index of acct. the server was crap, everytime say too busy and have to try again later. then keep trying and trying and trying. until i manage to wait for someone to drop acct then can get it. but i dun wan tut to be on wed. like that no more free day liao. how can!!!! so now juz hope some kind soul will drop his/her slot and hopefully that is the one i wanted ba. but looks like luck was on my side today. right after i added the acct, the server broke down!!!!! heng at least i manage to get acct 1st. if not i sure curse and swear de.

after that went to have lunch with baolong, jeff, km, aiting, marilyn, shihui, jean, cc, ss, reb, reb's bf. was surprise to see garen there oso. coz it nv cross my mind that he would join us. after so long see baolong and jeff, the 1st word baolong said was: "u so dark!!!" thx ah...

then went pass CAN A and saw UMC having some event coming up. was actually some bouldering thing. believe i spell correctly ba. haha. manage to cheat a few ppl to join in. haha. after that slack and wait for HR lect to start. chat with the gals since jeff and baolong no more lesson liao. baolong ready to drop HR liao. haha. as usual, the onli guy there with the gals... too popular liao. :P

finally after 3hrs plus of stoning after lunch, HR lesson start liao. if i go in half-way into the lesson, i might believe i am in the wrong class. coz even if i was there right from the start, i tot i was taking history lessons loh.so history. and fall aslp half-way through the lesson. cant let this happen liao, muz work hard liao. haha.

HAVOC meeting juz ended not long again. lucky my wed not every wk have lesson, or else how to have a gd slp since the lesson if i have them are at 830am. and my meeting would normally end bout 2am.

go slp liao, gd night. (^^)

sch starting liao

2008-01-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

sch is starting liao, and lucky no morning class tml. but then all the planning all have to change if not cant take acct, then went ard asking for the index i need. so quite sick of it coz did the planning for quite long. then now have to change coz we are not given the index we wanted then for those who nv get wat they wan, they have to change everything, then for wat we do the planning for both core and elective?the system is so dumb. not that i mind changing them but y we plan in the 1st place then?

2008-01-05T09:17:00.000+08:00

went to 2 charlets in a row, super tired. the charlets were suppose to be for the OGs onli, but then i somehow went for it oso, although nv stay for the 2nd one.

1st went to km and shit's OG's charlet. dun ask y i go there since its not mine OG's charlet (in the 1st place i dun belong to any OGs). maybe coz i was invited by km and shit ba. haha. then since we were gg to roller balde the next day, so y not juz go there then it'll be easier to fetch the others the next day too. so i manage to drive again!!! haha.

the ppl in the charlet were playing this drinking game where a deck of cards are spread out then each have to draw a card. then wat is on the card will be the amt that we have to drink. the one we had was GIN with orange juice. not too bad i would say. haha. and i think i muz admit, i THINK i can drink quite a lot ba. heehee. after that play taboo, some guessing the word game. was super noisy, then chaotic oso. everyone was like so high, then keep screaming. then was gg to get some slp since tml still have to fetch the others, but the slp were short-lived as i lost my place on the matteress and have to slp on the flr, which i dun mind since i was not included in the list at 1st. haha. but onli manage a few hrs of slp then i woke up liao, all thx to shit's " wake uppppp.... wake upppppp."

have to put in wat i learn during ns to go use liao, " performing even with not enuff slp" haha. something strange happen when we were abt to go fetch at, ss and cc. i could'nt start my van. tot something wrong with it then tried and tried and called a lot of ppl for help. then in the end manage to start the engine. i have to start the engine from the passenager seat. haha. think not enuff strength ba. heehee.

after that went to roller blade after picking them up. well, i would say the bladding was fun. i manage to learn in 2 hrs. although not very firm and comfortable yet. but at least i can start moving on my own. (after falling on my backside a few times)

went to marilyn place to bathe 1st then go for at's OG's charlet. that the 2nd one we went. haha. then helped out in the food making and stuff. had a lot of fun. then marilyn suggested playing with sparkle. then while lighting up the 1st one, i got burn by it. haha, quite dunb rite. like the side of my rite thumb is like kena cook like that ba, i think so. since it changes colour to quite white and pale. like cooked chicken meat like that. but still was fun.

drove km, at, pam and marilyn hm after the charlet. at was covered in some foam thing coz they were celebrating her bday. lucky those things nv stay on her, or else i will have to let her sit at the back liao. almost could not find the way out of pungol after sending km back. was like juz following the LRT track and hope can get to some place i know de. lucky manage to find my way out. (^^) wat a tiring day man.

Happy New Year!!!! Welcome to 2008

2008-01-01T07:40:00.000+08:00

a new yr has come. its 2008 liao. may everyone's wish come true and trouble disappear. went down to help out at my mum's stall (coz feel bad for not gg down on the 24th) but then i regret not asking for the van, coz i could have left by 3am coz not so busy liao. but becoz i nv ask for the van, i have to stay until 6am to take the 1st train back. so dumb. but back to the stall again, the biz there is not as gd as a few yrs back liao, where we dun even have the time to eat supper. all we could afford was to juz grab a piece of bread from bread talk that my mum bought beforehand to kill off the hunger. and te crowd nv stop from 7pm all the way to 6am. that was how busy we were. but now... we had time to eat our supper that was on 9pm plus and 2am plus. and the crowd that was there to watch firework onli a part of them come over to lau pa sat to eat, the rest juz went hm. that was so sad.

gg to blade on this coming thursday, the thing is... i dunno how to. haha. so gg to learn on that day. hopefully i can learn fast ba. or else the others cant play becoz of me. then that would make me the sinner and will feel so guilty. haha. well, i'm not the organize anyway, heehee. hope to get the van that day then can drive down. or else will be very sian to go to the beach.

gg for paintball on sat oso, but then have softball match in the morning 1st, so meaning will be super tired. i'm a busy man sia, the wk fully, which i think is not a bad thing juz before the sch starts. and maybe lucky i might be able to let her teach me how to blade. i think too much liao.

i actually fall aslp while blogging. power sia. haha.

shld go slp liao. hope can wake up at 3 like that ba. so can follow marilyn they all go watch i am legend. gd night.... i mean gd morning. and oso HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Result is OUT!!!!

2007-12-28T09:48:00.000+08:00

well, the result is out... and i could not get into the webpage until like almost 2am. thats so suck. heard from friends on wat their grade is and i start to get real nervous. wondering if its gg to happen to me, that is.... TAKING AWAY. well in case no one knows, i was actually quite afraid that it would happen since its gg to be a bell-shaped curve. as for my result, not exactly is wat i wanted by i think i'll take it too. juz have to work harder next sem to try to pull up the GPA ba.

i am really someone not very gd with words. dun noe wat to do when i wan to anwei ppl, then sometimes i oso lost for words, really have a fear that i would say the wrong thing at the wrong time and hence offended ppl. anyone have any idea where to learn this skills? or who can be bother to teach me a trick or 2?

2007-12-26T11:03:00.000+08:00

so happening for this yr's xmas, nv go down to help out at stall... went to marilyn's place instead fot xmas celebration then ate steamboat there. super lot of food that they prepared. coz i went there late (Oops, ALL BECOZ OF AITING) then marilyn got her friend to frive out to pick up aiting and me. then super funny along the way coz they drove a van and then quite clumsy oso. so when i reach there they almost like got everything ready liao. learn something new, u can actually cook rice using mircowave oven. i was like... is it normally how ppl cook rice? but then it ACTUALLY WORK!!! its possible sia. then after that had steamboat followed by present xchange. then everyone was like trying to avoid marilyn's present coz she herself say its prepared last min. then guess who got it, not me but a friend of aiting and marilyn they all. it was a mug with red wrapping paper swt and green wrapping paper swt. coz according to marilyn, that the colour of xmas. all laugh til.... then stayed overnight at her place.... with a lot of other ppl oso!!! (dun anyhow think)

after that reach hm bout 11am the next day after gg to breakfast with them. went to slp til 3pm where i realised that i have yet to prepare the dish i am suppose to bring down for my jc class xmas gathering. (yes, i'm a busy man, heehee) so went to seng siong to get prawns, to make my dish loh... i cook one ok... then arrived late again for the gathering and realised that i was actually on time with the planner, aijia. haha. again had a lot of fun there to kick off with aijia parking her car at a angle of 60 degree when its a vertical parking. the strange thing is, jiwei's car that was beside her's oso at a angle of 60 degree. so actually they make the other car look as if its the one that park wrongly. then had a few photo taking but i have yet to recieve them so onli manage to post those i took with my phone. see the amt of food we had, we actually manage to finish almost 80% of it all thanks to ruixiang's present where we all ate like sia. wat ruixiang bought was a toy from action city that the toy will jump if a sword is plaed in the desginated hole, where there are 12 in total. so we split into 2 team where the team that make the toy jump will have to grab something to eat. ended up eating so many... growing fat liao. sad...

some photos that i have now...

MERRY CHIRSTMAS

The Cake For the Event

The Food We Prepared

Presents!!!!!!

2007-12-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

is it human nature to try to spoil things when they noe they are already at the losing end? y would ppl wan to act tough and start to feel unjust when the outcome was obvious? isnt it slightly too late to feel unjust when the effort put in by some ppl are not at 100%? do they realised how hard its for everyone and some decisions are made as there are no 2nd choice. y would ppl juz complain and complain w/o thinking wat other choice we have?

Won Softball!!!! Won Sepak Takraw!!!!

2007-12-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

today super happy, first the softball guys did a super gd job in beating one of the fav. hall, hall 7 by the score 8-2. super exciting loh, the game was fully action packed. fivers kept the spirt high and was leading all the way from the 1st inning. although hall 7 threaten to take the lead back, our guys hold they nerves and hold them to a 0 second inning. although the fielding side was gd, i do have some problem with my very own batting. i went to swing when i could have got a ball then on to a walk. dunno wat got into me into swinging the bat and in the end coz my team to get 3 out in the 1st inning... i have the impression that its not my day man. lucky hall 7 oso having they bad day as we went on the be the winner of the game

sometimes i think on how this would apply to life, wat seems to be for sure could always have something that happened and spoil everything. so its really unpredicable.

our takraw oso managed to win they game and get into the QF. something that shld be happy since i dun think we have ever went so far b4 ba. haha, then juz wait for the photos of the softball and takraw to be uploaded b4 posting them.

2007-12-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

well, this is my dinner for the past few days, looks yummy? haha. stay in hall since monday. was suppose to come back for soccer. then cancel so here i am blogging again.

now arm super pain, becoz i got sun burn liao. somemore wore sleeveless to conduct softball trg. then got the mark now. see, colourful rite? then i realised how fair i use to be. haha.

2007-12-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

sub reg was quite sian, sitting in front of the computer and wait for the time to hit 1.30pm b4 trying to be the 1st to get the core subjects reg so that wun have to plan again if fail to get the module index that i wanted. but then the electives dunno when will be out. so haiz... haha.

well, my IHG finally started liao, with soccer kicking off this morning. well, i would say its a game that we would wan to forget. lost the match in a way that is unimagineable. then 1st time in contact to the pitch for the yr 1s, its so super muddy, to the extend that the ball wun even roll. once the ball hit the grd then it stuck there on the spot, not even bounce once. somemore our oppenent bigger size then us, then lost out physically. then quite sad to see the team lose like that. then although i went in for the 2nd half, seriously i think i played quite bad until i was put in btw the post since jeff took quite a few knocks. think i was more confident there ba. haha. that i think is my life liao. then when taking goal kick i was quite scare as i'm quite a bad kicker as my balls wun fly high and far, worse still, sometimes i miss kick. haha. but today took 2 and i think still ok ba. at least nv mis-kick. haiz... time to reflect on my game liao...

but at least the gd news is i'm done with the sub reg liao. no need to worry liao, other than the result thats coming out on the 28th ba. then see if need to "take away" any module anot. haha.

today finally realised my hall confirm not sports hall since i think we lost alomost all our sports game other than hockey. then still will have other games thats coming ba. our gal and guy basketball team oso lost as well as our netball gals. so its quite... haha

learn the game of netball when went down to my sis's trg game. yst went to have a look and try since km was interested in playing netball again so ask ard loh. lucky that day was a mixed friendly, so i oso got into action. although think i anyhow run oso. haha. like a headless chicken running ard. netball is a complex game. haha. but still it was fun, sweating it out at night with a lot of running, a gd workout. but doubt that i'll have anymore chances liao since mixed friendly are quite rare although i think there are mixed competition.

2007-12-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

juz came back from Aijia's 21st bday party, was quite a huge event, as she invited not juz us, the JC calssmate. oso her other friends as well as her family members. was a gd gathering for my old class. then oso had a first look at the present we got for all the dec babies... maybe left out 1. haha, haven got his present yet. haha.

today super sneaky, got to let ppl sign all 4 birthday card, so u can imagine us letting one of the dec babies sign 3 cards then have to keep 1 card away from him. haha, was quite funny on the way we do that. like trying to isolate others when letting 1 person sign the card. but still in the end, its still done, w/o much problem.

went to AJ's place then sat 1 corner outside her place to play UNO among ourself. haha, we can self-entertain. came all prepared liao. then have a few games among ourself then someone took our photo. that one more sneaky loh. then after that got the cake cutting session plus photo taking sessions. shld upload them if i got them from her. haha. made fun of aud oso since she did help to pack some food hm. then i juz call her auntie neo.

actually was quite worried when travelling there in XB's car. since XB, edwin and Sheng all wore jeans or long pants, onli i wore berm. then scare later like i the onli 1 that wears that. lucky when reach the carpark saw RX and david, they both nv wear long pants. haha. so i not the odd one out. YEAH!!!!

finally closing to module reg liao... dunno y the closer the date apporach, the more worried i get. coz its like having the feeling that something would confirm go wrong during that day. then will mess up the subject reg. scare sia... but then still have to go through it althought it is SUPER toublesome. so many planning to do... at least manage to complete planning with the help of SS, SHIT and KM... coz they help me to decide wat elective we shld take together as well as the index for the class, although we think that index is unimpt for core as we can juz join any tut classes. haha.

shld stop blog liao. super tired, still have to go sch tml for IHG. wish me luck for tml's games. (^^)

Next Week Is IHG Liao!!!!!!!

2007-12-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

its true that pain makes all the weak go away... haha. after some many days of trg from 2 sports. ( softball, soccer ) and its not juz physically, mentally oso got, thats by playing contract bridge. a game similar to bridge but that the bidding part was far more complex than bridge. things like asking ur partner how many aces u have. of course that is not said out in words but in the way u bid. did i say we have fixed partner? haha

I GOT DARKER!!!! or rather got back to how almost how tan i was during NS. very hard for me since i get back to white rather easily if i nv go suntan often... but even if i went i would turn red like a lobster... dun think anyone saw me that way yet ba...

IHG soccer starts this coming monday, then i'll be playing centerback on the 1st game as the normal guy got things on that day. then hopefully everything is ok for him. back to IHG, i dun normally play centerback during trg... i play keeper.. haha. but then is onli 2nd choice ba. doesn't matter to me since its a team game. looking forward to the 1st game...

getting sick of planning my time-table... very hard to get everything down. then since 1st yr dunno wat is gg on oso... then dunno how many subject to reg 1st. lucky SHIT noes some seniors then they give some info on these things... or else super cui...

currently mine is 5day wk. no more like last sem where it is 4 day wk liao. that means more time in hall instead of hm liao. but then who cares, no longer staying in hall in yr 2 liao. ( if nothing changes) gd thing that i oready got ppl to go sch together liao. haha... looks like my PR skill no bad oso, haven yr2 then got ppl company me to sch liao. (^^)

2007-12-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

so tired now... actually i feel super tired for this whole wk. its always training and training and somemore i have to try plan training for my hall's softball team since i am the in charge. feeling both mentally and physically stress and overload. although i believe all this would end soon, but then... u know.

the weather is not doing me any gd since i cant have training if its raining and having lightening now and then. maybe its juz that i want to have something to cover myself in case ppl say i nv try to organize training ba.

holis coming to an end liao, and i felt that i have not done much this holis ba, maybe its that i keep staying in hall and truly i feel so bad bout staying in hall since w/o spending times with my family... especially my grandma. it seems like hall onli allows us to bond with our friends and actually not with the family. i really dun like this as i believe that families are the one that would stand by u when u are having ups and downs although true friends oso do that. but how many of us actually found true friends like these?

maybe its something i can think about while slping ba... super tired... (^^)

Job Hunting

2007-12-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

went hm on tue, then got no internet connection so dun even bother bringing the laptop hm... coz i now living with my grandma then juz moved back to her place. so a few things haven set up yet such as internet, SCV (which i dun think i wan to set up). then the house still need a few more cleaning up since it is still quite dusty... still need to mop the floor a few more times ba, but that has to wait til i'm back from hall from my IHG, which i think this wkend i'll be back again. haha.

thats my lovely grandma and me!!!!!!

sadly my grandma is not feeling well recently, her right side of her body is aching and is a bit swellen. and wat the doctor say is that it bcoz she overwork herself which causes her right side to swellen up. which this really makes me sad as i grow up with her since young. then somemore i have to be in sch leaving her to be all alone at hm... when i see how my grandma was in pain when she wants to get up from the chair, there was nothing i could do to ease her pain. all i could do was to stand beside her in case she falls. that feeling really SUCKS!!!

in which this led me to one of my grandma's fav phrase: "when ppl are old, they can die but not fall sick". i think maybe she has a pt there. no that i'm hoping for anything, juz that i can picture myself in her shoe, to fall sick and suffer all those things in my 70's. feeling so emo now...

went for the beer promoter thing juz now... onli to find out that we will be working alone since 7-eleven are not very big... then somemore the number of places to pick from oso not like very suitable for us since its like 1 day in this outlet then in another outlet on the next wking days. although i have to admit that the job is quite gd for guys as its onoli from 7pm-11pm and its paying at $8 per hr. but still in the end we rejected the offer as like i say it does not allow us, the fivers, to work together. hope there will be other offers that allows that ba. (^^)

last night... actually this morning went supper with my jc friends... too many to name liao. haha. super long nv go supper with them since sch start. so it was quite a gd get together session. although most of us are in NTU, that supper included ppl from NUS and SMU, quite a hard to come by scene ba. heehee. went to geylang to eat dian xing followed by dou hua which is across the street. was a funny outing then tok on quite a few things that night...

It Started!!!!

2007-12-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

finally had the 1st trainin of the IHG liao... and i heard things that the so-call seniors tot today got game so they came down to hall onli to realised that the game is for ladies onli... come on, i stated in my e-mail that the guys training is on sat 1230~230pm, and all dun bother replying my e-mail expect a few... then they say cant use e-mail since they dun check mail, so muz sms or call. my FAULT that u dun check mail? then who pay me when my phone bills comes at the end of the month? JCRC?? talk w/o thinking. seriously i'm getting sick of all the so-call hall traditions liao. they dun help in a single bit to lighten our load at all. i'm not gg to beg ppl to come down for IHG, at the most i withdraw from the IH. not that i lose any thing from there. its not bout me along. how can i have trg if i dun even have a decent turn out?

enuff of all the stupid hall thing liao. went out to do window shopping since following ppl ard marine square and square2. haha coz dun wan to be in hall since everyone seems to be dun wan to come back. then kena PS by that SHIT (u noe who u are). angry with her liao!!!!! then since today did a lot of looking ard oso saw a few things that could be bought as ppl's bd present... but shld be still quite long if i ever need to get 1 ba. haha then nv took photo as i camera shy... (as if)

First Entry!!!

2007-12-03T09:53:00.000+08:00

haha... switched from xanga to blogspot... coz i think too many of my friends using blogspot liao... then i oso hope maybe if i change to this i can like start to blog more regularly since the last blog i had was like quite now and then... haha.

now in sch while writing all this... spending the wk in sch since got inter-hall game (IHG) come to think of it, life in uni actually nothing much oso if u stay in hall... b4 exam juz saves u the troblem from travelling since i hate travelling (onli for sch). then during exam gives u a place to study in. after exam comes all the so-call commitment u have to give to ur hall. not that i'm saying its not gd, juz that its holis man, haha. i sound like a sulk...

first shld add a photo that is the most recent event at home... MY SIS'S WEDDING!!! i think i do look gd in shirt. haha, juz the hair that i dun like ba since i have cut short it liao.

shld stop here liao, gg for my hall's softball trg for gals liao. NOT THAT I"M A GAL!!! juz that i'm the in-charge lah. (^^)